luxuriously elegant

2006-10-20T00:37:00.000-07:00

i've got my livejournal set up already! yay(: yiwen and i are still waiting for peiqi sharyn and kuan to be done with their meeting.. omg its damn bloody long and we want meatballs now!

AUNTY KAL IS BUYING MY BIRKENSTOCKS FOR ME AND MUMMY IS GONNA BUY MY ENORMOUS HULAHOOP (: hmm, things change when u get A1s huh? im loving my emaths and amaths grades but im sad to say that i cant say the same for the rest.

i cant be bothered to continue blogging here la.. happy finding me!

much love!

2006-10-19T07:23:00.000-07:00

why is livejournal so damn bloody user unfriendly!? i hate it , it looks damn fugly and plain and boring and gross. maybe i should just stick to blogger but then its so common and i cant even have a damn tagboard cause my computer doesnt really show tagboards. so problematic!

anyway, i got an A2 for geog! i really totally cant believe that, judging that i identified the wrong climate and actually failed the first question(: hehe. and we're getting back our maths tomorrow, i really hope that i can get an A1 for both amaths and emaths so that would mean i'd have improved one point from term three. haha.

and well chinese was a totally failure but i dont give a damn about that cause.. english can be my L1 right! i just needa make sure i pass it next year and then i can forget it forever and i dont have to touch anything chinese-related stuff anymore for the rest of my life. dont talk to me about the booming china market and what not ! i couldnt even be bothered to listen when the teachers were going through answers so kuans and i sneaked into the canteen to eat! we hid inside the western stall. muahaha.

the perfect score.

this is how much pride i took in doing my chinese paper

oops i crushed it by accident! yea right.

and i took a pic while kuan and i seeked refuge there.. hehe.

bestie II has found a job and he earned like $72 ytd omg. his first paycheck will be used to treat me to glorious food :D and dont feel too down about the results okie, remember ur school's standard is higher than ours so dont compare! haha. afterall, u won the bet so that means i gotta eat one whole tub of B&J's ? dont gloat at how i'll put on weight.

gotta go sleep now , cant take it anymore i've been sleeping real late these few nights doing nothing in particular!

take my heart but please dont break it.

why am i always the one having to keep things going and initiating? sometimes i wonder if u even make the effort to talk to me. ARGH why am i doing this?!

take my heart and please dont break it <3

2006-10-18T03:18:00.000-07:00

YAY MY PHONE IS FINALLY CONNECTED TO THE COMPUTER(: and i can upload pictures once again. i am feeling better today and even my msn is working fine! how nice.

went out with xinxuan, weena and kuan after school to have steamboat. we ate quite little today.. and took lotsa pictures. walked around parkway and we bitched alotalotalot. we've not talked for super long and its time we caught up on the old times right.. heh. love you guys. and xinxuan is so into exercising so she's gonna sign up some amore package thingy and she's asking me to join her and weena. xinxuan says im anti-sweat! haha. i want to do yoga! but i dont know if mummy will agree cause she is currently in this i-want-you-to-stay-at-home-to-revise kinda mood.. so yup.

alexa & kuan's random thoughts(:

this is how bored we were while checking history papers.

LOVE ALWAYS!

talk about being gay.

splatttt!

waiting for weena to try her jersey...

TA-DA! she's got some assests man ;)

then we went to MPH to just waste time and here's what we gathered

and xinxuan says , " lim bitch *shows me the book*

haha i love you guys dearly. suntanning soon? i will be carrying an umbrella muahahaha. hmm anyway, i did horribly for chem and combined humans. i can forget about my whole longlong shopping list already i think ): but i want that super colourful and big hulahoop that will definitely get rid of all ur fats !

i wanna convert to livejournal. should i should i? ah whatever, i am going to try it out now! and tomorrow is geog and amaths & physics is it? whatever it is i am so gonna die la.

I WANT MY NEWYORK SUPER FUDGE CHUNK RIGHT NOW.

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very very extra-ordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can

<3>

i want to listen to that song nowNOWnow.

2006-10-17T05:14:00.000-07:00

there's something wrong with my stupid pc suite so i cant upload any pics from my phone to the computer. dammit.

got back our english papers today and im quite pleased(: but i forsee some disappointment soon cause tomorrow is chem, social studies and history! i think i will do really badly for chem. and i just spoke to my dad today, he said that as long as there's an improvement from term three i can get anything i want! that isnt very difficult to achieve la huh judging from how badly i did for term3. he's getting andre to go over to Melbourne for around 2weeks and he asked if i wanted to go but i think i have alot of stuff to do so i dont think i'll be joining them la.

school was rather crap today. i mean, whats the use of keeping us in school after marking just one subject before recess? we were like wasting 3 hours in class doing nothing productive.. until this relief teacher came in and allowed us to watch princess hours! after school peiqi sharyn kuan yiwen grace and i ate oily and fatty chicken chop .. but we dabbed away so much oil omg. & peiqi has meatball cravings so friday we're heading down to ikea for some good stuff(: and tomorrow is steamboat with weena xinxuan etc! tell me about losing weight.. sigh.

i just turned the washing machine on for my mum . i can wash clothes ! hehe.

so anyway our chinese olevels are in like 2weeks and i have no time to finish the whole assesment book. this really sucks la i hate chinese forever and ever i promise.

last night mummy and i chionged the last few episodes until 1am. i was cursing and swearing, its damn draggy and i kept falling asleep in between parts. but i still finally finished everything and passed the rest to kwanny, not realising that i left the last episode in the dvd player ! this is what sleep deprivation does to a person.

oh and yesterday we went to the gym and i pathetically lost only 200 calories wth!? there were two aunties who talked to us and asked if we're sisters .. then she said i look like a doll and that i look mixed blood. i realise i attract aunties too sometimes.. haha.

after that we pigged out on kfc and then we walked and sat at the playground for so long talking. then we suddenly decided to catch a movie at PRINCESS and its only $5, so damn budget right! plus the popcorn was like only $2 haha. we watched Silk and its quite nice la, except for the first part where i seriously jumped in my seat and both kuan & i screamed like mad idiots. so embarrassing!

i am feeling rather restless and irritated now. LOUISA YOU BETTER CALL ME TONIGHT omg i havent told you so manymany things and we must go out soon although im broke shit and i have so much tuition still although the exams are over . WHAT THE HELL i fucking feel like screaming till my lungs fall apart AAARGHHH.

abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz

i should just meditate or hide under the blankies. hmmm i just saw the class blog and realised how dumb i look playing softball during PE. haha. my msn is FUCKING not working omgomgomgomgomgomg someone stop this bitch fit right now ):

OH and why is the haze getting to everybody except me?! its not fair i want to fall sick right now . think im nuts already but seriously i just want to be sick and lie in bed the whole day cause im feeling moody right now. DROP ME A CHEESY "hope you feel better" MESSAGE ANYONE. something is not quite right with me today. haha im off.

have u ever needed something so bad you cant sleep at night?

2006-10-15T08:20:00.000-07:00

my bestie II just popped by after camp and he ate sinful brownie with ice cream. tsktsk.

anyway, today pris and i went for tuition still. and all i did during physics tuition was just stone and i started writing a really gay lettter to someone but anyway i think im gonna throw it away. haha.

no school tmr(: meeting kuan for breakfast and we're going to the gym, i must burn 1000 calories tomorrow cause pris and i were at swensen's pigging out on ice cream and fries !

then we went to my grandmother's house for dinner and she told my mum that the mooncake we got her was bitter.. cause there was liquor inside and she dint know that.. haha. oh and next monday im gonna be "sick" cause mummmy wants me to go shopping with her and have breakfast together. yay(:

hmm, mark's house warming party this weekend and halloween is coming soon, i want to be marilyn monroe! haha. ah heck im too lazy to really blog..

goodnight world.

2006-10-14T02:40:00.000-07:00

5 more episodes to the end of princess hours, im almost there! haha. i couldnt stop pausing the dvd player to take pics of Lui. omg he is LOVE (:

omg he's super cute right!?

and i totally couldnt stop giggling over this picture. hehe..

anyway, band started again today. we got another tocata score and its quite.. different from the first one i think. so we gotta spend more time practicing that one and ms sia says we're playing that when we go to japan..

so kwanny and i went for lunch and then we decided to go to vivocity but we figured that we have no clue where the hell it is.. habourfront is it? heck la so we went to milenia walk and marina square. we were stcuk at candy empire for the longest time trying to buy some stuff but ended up convincing ourselves that it would only make fat us fatter.

went to cut my fringe and so now i look like how i used to look.. with bangs again! both kwanny and i have bangs haha. i think i like my old hair but she says i look more innocent now, wth?!

and zara leggings are only $16.90! damn cheap oh my gosh.

and now i shall go take a nap before dinner cause im so bloody deprived of sleep. GOODNIGHT (:

2006-10-12T17:22:00.000-07:00

who can actually belive that the exams are finally over?! omgomg we can watch all the korean dramas and eat and shop and just waste 2 months of our lives away (:(: oh, but we still have our chinese O's. thats just.. anti climax.

anyway! on wednesday after geog paper one, we all went to dahlia's house to watch princess hours! dahlia grace peiqi yiwen sharyn kuans and i went to eat breakfast at macs first then we were just glued to the tv after that.

is he just hot or hot? omg. and thank god dahlia lent the whole vcd to me but i gotta lend kuan by tommorow which means i gotta finish watching like 14 discs today! so anyway on wednesday, peiqi and i suddenly decided to bake so we went to buy instant brownie mix plus m&ms and maltesers cause we wanted extra chocolatey brownies. and we happily mixed and did everything and i squeeezed extra alot of hershey's chocolate fudge on the top and in the mixture and the damn thing was BURNT. completely BLACK and rock HARD. not kidding, really. we were like damn disappointed la!

so yesterday kuan came over to continue watching princess hours with me(: we ate alot of fuits. we finished half of the watermelon ourselves and spent the whole afternoon just feeling sad and excited and buehsong watching princess hours. then we went to parkway and i did my pedicure at last but the colour is so damndamn light and i so regret it ):

okie i gotta rush 14 episodes today and i dont know how im gonna do that. there's band tomorrow! and no school on monday too(: which means on tuesday and the following days we'll die cause we're getting back our papers and i so screwed up chem and phy and chinese. oh all the best..

i only want what i cant have.

you're the apple of my eye!

2006-10-06T06:28:00.000-07:00

omg five more painful days and our exams are gonna be over, just like that! then its gonna be lots of pigging out and korean dramas and shopping and everything that we've been so badly deprived of . hehe(:

the last few papers have been quite screwy, dammit. especially geog i identified the wrong climate and the whole question is gonna be wrong, 25marks! but heck la kuan and i are having fun.. after the paper we went to binge on kfc and today we just wasted the whole afternoon away at the library listening to mushy love songs and doodling! goodness, we act like as if the exams are over.. history today was such a relief. met kuan at 8.30 this morning at macs and we just studied it hardcore and it was so last minute. we studied 2 chpts out of 6 okie and what we studied was actually tested on! (:(:(: im so happy i can die la!

the past few weekends were like nonstop mugging. kuan and i were so crazy to even meet at 8 at the airport just to study la.. and she had a horribly bruised knee which looked like that :

and of course we camwhored a bit to destress..

and this is how she looks when she's anticipating an important sms. HEHEHE (X

went house hunting with pris and our mums!

oh and here's our gay doodles, we listened to Notice Me like ten times over and over again and i managed to make out the lyrics . talk about wasting time! dont ask me what she drew, all her favourite foods and stuff.

oh and my swimming plan with louisa so totally failed. i cant exercise la, its a waste of time and what do we end up doing? yea u guessed, taking more pictures. haha

and instead of studying, i sometimes choose to spend hours playing with my mum's hair curling thingy and this is how screwed up and messy my hair turns out after wasting so much time trying to fix it. haha.

oh and the haze is so stinky! smells like someone's perpetually having a barbeque outside. eew we're all gonna suffocate and die soon i think..

halloween is coming soon! heh heh.

2006-09-29T06:38:00.000-07:00

exams are shit. they just make me eat and grow fat especially right now, when im so not in the best of moods :(

oh and i remember i used to be so crazy over this song. haha

I lie awake at night
See things in black and white
I've only got you inside my mind
You know you have made me blind

I lie awake and pray
That you will look my way
I have all this longing in my heartI
knew it right from the start

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boyI need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me insideMake me stay right beside you

I used to write your name
And put it in a frame
And sometime I think I hear you call
Right from my bedroom wall

You stay a little while
And touch me with your smile
And what can I say to make you mine
To reach out for you in time.

quit playing games with my heart

2006-09-10T03:53:00.000-07:00

why cant life be all about taking photos and growing fat on coffee bean? i dont wanna go back to schoool. going for dinner with grandma and grandpa at sembawang cause mummy wants to eat the thai food there.. and today's mugging session was crap cause all i did was drink belgium chocolate ice blended and let the fat sink right into the walls of my icky flabby stomach ): maybe i should try exercising.. but HOW?!

mummy and i are camwhores!

i miss those days cause now im 2kg fatter ): ): this sucks!

2006-09-05T04:15:00.000-07:00

Pisces, Feb19-March20
Your kisses are starry-eyed, amorous and long-lasting.

yea thats me! haha.

2006-09-04T02:36:00.000-07:00

i am stressed, i really think i am!

anyway, saturday was fun ! (X i love you guys la. we ate and talked and gayed around and watched the amityville horror ( my third time! ) and played stupid games like thumbs and i lost once only so i dint hafta drink much.. that night i only managed to sleep at 2am and then i dint go to church the next morning, couldnt take it la.

sigh, what more can i say? andre and mark looking faggot-ish!

on sunday, tuition and more tuition. mugged with pris after that.. its become like a routine, every sunday is hit-your-textbooks day. gonna double up the amaths tuition cause mr tan says we need more time for revision so yup.. and my mum wants to stop my learning lab next year cause its really just too far!

went for amaths remedial today then went for band. our new score's nice and rather challenging, but we'll do it right? the girls are always better than the boys, as ms sia says (:

have been mugging with louisa quite often these days.. her house is super conducive for bitching, bingeing, dvd-ing, whatever, you name it. she eats alot when she mugs, how does 4 cups of barley, 7 huge cookies, 3/4 a hershey's bar and a chocolate eclair sound? life's never fair cause she gets to gorge and never ever grow fat )X she said she came across her diary (since p3 i think?) and there're so much gay stuff about us! haha. i still have mine those memories are just.. so innocent and pure!

love you always <3 !

i have no time , NO TIME to mugg and revise everything in time for the fucking exams. and its only sec three, i cant imagine myself giong berserk when its the olevels. gimme some energy boost, someone!

ah nvm , tuition again tmr . i have to chiong all the chinese comprehensions and cloze passages now. toodles darlings!
its been this long since i've ever felt this special about anyone, count your lucky stars dude (:

2006-08-31T19:10:00.000-07:00

the holidays are finally here and im back in front of my computer again(: its been a week plus since i touched this thing.. and it makes me sick to the stomach just thinking of this coming week's schdule -> band-tuition-band-tuition-band-party!-tuition thats actually quite sad cause i have NO leisure time at all, which is supposedly the whole aim of this week short ~~holiday~~ torture chamber, isnt it?

the only thing im looking forward to is tomorrow's durian party! (:(: its aunty christina's and aunty angeline's belated birthday party and there's seriously gonna hell alot of durians cause its the adults' hot favourite..

later im gonna mug with louisa ! i seriously love mugging with her cause its just plain loads of gossip and fun and of course, we do really mug you know.

oh and there was peiqi's birthday! i managed to smear the whole cake on her face and im so proud of it! the service at pizza hut tampines was.. okie no comment. the way the brought out her cake was just so, unethical! eew.

im lazy to blog so here are some pictures!

ZANY GREEN!

i was a candy cane.. if you cant make that out. haha

sharyn and i!

anyone been inside a mazda cab before? first time we came across one!

PRIS I REALLY LOVE MUGGING WITH YOU (: and dont worry i'll always be there for you!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY PEIQI!

just a crazy moment with my bestie, heh.

thats me! haha

goh kuan and i drenched in the bloody rain

ahhhh old kcp girls(: i miss those blue-uniform days..

oh shit i suddenly remember, mummy asked me to wash my school shoes today.. booo.
i want my own car where i can cruise around town in . goooood riddance of taxi and bus rides! damn thats gonna be a longlonglong time more :(

2006-08-17T07:32:00.000-07:00

*image heavy

guess who?? (X

DAHLIA BOXED ME

what more can i ask for ? (: love you guys dearly!

im down with a fever and cold. ARGH not in much of a mood to really blog.

2006-08-13T08:17:00.000-07:00

national day was super fun! i wore neeli's sari to school and i got caught cause the back part was too exposed?! omg hello, its an ethnic costume, what could i do about it?! then they pinned it until it was so covered up at the back and i felt super uncomfortable. besides that little cock up in the morning, everything else was fine! we were sabo-ed and had to do that dumb catwalk thingy, i realised i was walking too fast! haha. here are some pics.. the rest are in my phone and there's something wrong, i cant get it connected!

alicia being forced to smile!

yes you guessed it, those rule breakers with make up and exposing attires!

thankgod i dint fall!

dahlia hooooo *mwah!

on the first day of the hols, pris had a little gathering on her rooftop! it was so much fun(X we played twister and stupid games then got me all high. OH i learnt mahjong too! (: then i stayed over.. with chester and mingcong too. i bet they were so irritated with me at night cause i was still in the living room disturbing them at 2.30am! heeeee (:

twister!

we were SO tangled!

i love you guys <3

we're having a durian party on the 2nd of september! i was using chopsticks the other night to gorge on those lovely delicacies cause i dint want my fingers to stink! i've been eating durians nonstop this durian season, more than 4times.. that explains my unbelievable weight gain, okie im not talking abt it!

our exams are in about 50days. is that fast or what? goodness.

oh and my daddy has a job offer in singapore! he might be considering to move back here but its all really unsettled for now so yup. im off to bed already, my eyebags are really showing!

you're still the one

2006-08-04T03:35:00.000-07:00

oooh my computer's fixed! so many things have been happening lately.. well for a start, i really cant bliv that its already the end of week 6 . how come it feels like the june holidays just happened yesterday?

our EYOs are in 2months and i've failed 4subjects this term.. it doesnt really bother me much, which is what scares me actually. but i guess im not alone cause so many people's grades are seriously dipping this term right? at least i have an excuse to console myself and that is we've been too busy with band lately to even have time to apply hand cream & do foot scrubs, let alone MUG. come on. my L1R5 will be tripled this term, i swear.

my dearest dada is back from australia ! he's back for a whole month (: we've been shopping for the past two weekends and there are still two more weekends to go. was supposed to tan at sentosa with louisa last saturday but she had to have her menses and im kinda scared to tan cause shila says im nicer fair! haha.

will be going to the ACSi musical with pris tomorrow with her friend, i really dont wish to play gooseberry but pris, you're safety does matter , nyahahaa ! aunty christina bought me the ticket already, i cant wait!

OH that miss ho talked to me, alicia, dahlia and sharyn the other day. we seem to get in trouble with many teachers huh.. haha. im now like shifted to the back of the lab during chem. she caught us talking and made us stand and then we still dint behave so well, the only way is to separate all of us.

and the Meidan High School band concert was so impressive! their gimmicks were like so cooool.. ah and the string basist was charming! we were all melting in our seats. =D

i've got many pics to upload but will do so when im in the mood. gonna bathe , eat and relaxxxx. i love fridays. oh my mummy went to perm her hair today. im keeping my fingers crossed!

life is bittersweet and im loving it(:

2006-07-21T17:23:00.000-07:00

DAHLIA HOOOOOOOO XIHUI YOU ROCK LA!

omg ytd's battle of the bands was like so damndamndamndamn nice! i videoed them in school at the foyer but i cant upload them i dont know why, ugh. but anyway, our school came in third, behind and ACSi and ACSbarker. and i cant bliv we took pics with barker's lead singer and guitarist. @&#^*@&%$*(#%$^#%($@! i seriously couldnt calm down last night when i came home. hehe =D=D=D

alright anyway, last night we went for dinner at Le Baroque at Chijmes. and dahlia hoo, u better rememeber that cuz of u and ur band i had to forgo my fullerton bufffet. but its worth it la(: haha. so yup, mummy and uncle pascal's anniversary and he bought her a 4GB NANO, which was sucha pleasant surprise. i had to rush through dinner and cabbed down to ACSi and never had i felt that anxious and nervous in a cab before la.. cause kuan told me they were playing already and im like SHHHHHHIT i cant miss it! but those who dint go, really missed out on alot haha.

we even made placards for dahlia , like we're some insane stalkers pls! dahlia u better love me for all these k and what happened to the dedication to kuans and i?! haha. did i mention, they got sponsored by the PB to do their hair and makeup at jean yip !

uncle pascal flew back to japan today but he'll be back in 6weeks !
yay my loving parents at dinner last night , see mummy gleaming with happiness clutching her nano. haha.

back to reality, there's a @#&%#(@ geog test this tuesday. i've not touched my tb yet and today im going shopping and tmr, church in the morning, tuition from 11 all the way to 3.00 and then we've another performance. which leaves me with monday to cram all the shit abt plate tectonics and rivers into my brain. i was thinking of leaving the whole paper blank but that'll only mean that mrs khoo has another reason to call my parents up. so im gonna start mugging and shop my ass off and well, try to absorb as much on monday.

isabella! (:

she was super exhausted. haha.

tsk i look damn gay in the picture with dahlia so im not putting it up.. haha, there, the softballers and dahlia the rockstar (: *cough.

i so love my friends and i love schooool. im sucha happy child ! =D=D=D

2006-07-18T02:40:00.000-07:00

school has really turned me into a nerd ): even my grandma's more happening than me. she just left with my grandpa to meet their friends and DRINK. wtf?! haha.

today's chem CA was seriously like, horrible. screw it man! so much for mugging my ass off till midnight last night. the paper was really really undo-able and i'd prolly just barely pass if im lucky.

had chinese tuition today.. am gonna start physics tuition with pris this sunday! its like endless la. OH and sharyn reminded me that its only FIFTEEN MORE MONTHS to our olevels! shila even suggested writing down the numbers of days to the big Os, which is aproximately like 450days. HMMM feeling the stress yet? see, get what i mean by education ruining my social life.

beetles really freak me out. there was this black, shiny fat beetle buzzing around my window last night when i was studying on my bed. that thing was so GROSSE i swear! i was left to fend for myself cause grandma was asleep and andre couldnt be arsed to come downstairs. but eventually they all gave in to my shreking and screaming. andre and i were hiding behind each other in an atempt to murder it with shieldtox. damn was it funny!

my dad is coming back this friday(: yay yay yay. i have a reason to go out and shop instead of stay at home to face my books. but of course i've long gotten my wishlist ready (X

i heard that our performance this sunday will be around 5.30pm-9.00pm? i needa learn some time management, geeeez. i'd better go bathe and be the bookish nerd now. toooodles!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHILA(:

ACT SHY ONLY, birthday girl. haha

2006-07-16T08:09:00.000-07:00

gosh i totally swear that time is so not on my side right now :( there're just too many things to attend to but on the brighter side, we got second for the National Band Competition! losing out to Maris Stella High by a mere 0.35points. what a waste..

i finally found some time to come online and transfer all the pictures. hmm this week has been really busy . i cant bliv that its already week 4 and the most dreaded geography CA is approaching :( we've got more band performances to come and that means my grades are gonna continue dipping.

hmm, met louisa for dinner today. love that woman (: oh and i finally decided to get my pumps yesterday and it was OUT OF STOCK. how unlucky can one get?! gosh. uncle pascal is back too! went for dinner and watch Superman Returns yesterday which was really dumb and draggy. i really hated that show haha.

OH and i screwed up my o-level chinese oral kinda badly. i spoke two words of english! hope our listening compre tmr will be comprehendable. haha.

my mum and stepdad are both away at cambodia now. after that he'll be in singapore for another two days and off he goes back to japan. sigh. but then my dad will be back soon too(: i cant wait to see him!

ah i really cant be bothered to type much , my bed is beckoning me over right now so here are more pictures (:

it isnt difficult to guess who those two jokers are.. haha.

dahlllllia hooooo *mwah

i love you uncle pascal <3

NO SIZE! i had to squeeeze my way into those pumps ): i want!

and of course, i gotta end of my post with a picture of my bestie and i (:

you're the meaning in my life, you're the inspiration..

LIFE IS SWEEEET (x

2006-07-08T03:24:00.000-07:00

oh yay im back online! its been so long since i used to computer. mummy locked it and there's just been too many things going on. like the never-ending band practices followed by all the public performances we have. that almost leaves me with no time to study!

its been two weeks since ana left and mummy is coping fine with the housework.. is that suppposed to be good or bad news? oh whatever. hmm had band like 4 times this week and the only days we dint have pratice was on thursday and tuesday. plus tmr's band fiesta, its like 5days in a row. i've just started doing some amaths for monday's test and thankfully i've tuition tmr morning (:

went to st pats today to watch andre's performance! was quite good and i so adore their senior band, its so nice la their music(: then kuans left cause she had to rush home and mummy and i had to be gay and signed up for some tour arnd his school. eeew.

and i've got my pretty pink phone already! just a week old and im loving it crazy! cant stop taking pictures with it, its pure bliss! haha.

shit gotta go change and leave for my grandma's house. have been so caught up in other stuff that i've not been to visit her for like a month already, how unfilial. and thinking happy thoughts, uncle pascal is gonna be back this friday! and its gonna be for quite long i think.. then he'll be flying off to cambodia for a business trip with my lucky mummy tagging along. and that means no one to wash our laundry for four days! sheesh.. but my grandma will be staying over so thats something i can cheer up abt(;

acutally it isnt that bad without a maid.. catered food is quite tasty alright. heh.
okies , i'll leave with some pics!

my bestfriend NUMBER ONE(: i love you kuans.

MUST HAVE-S!

aww, missing out on those lovely disney childhood days =D

LOVE YOU GUYS!

2006-06-26T03:48:00.000-07:00

mummy locked the computer omg! but thankfully andre has the password cause he needed to do his project so im onilne for a while now(:

ana went back on saturday so now im maid-less, yes believe it or not. and bad things seem to be happening, sophia has some family problem so she cant tutor me for a month. will prolly be going on this 4week trial thing at pris's tuition centre. cant wait to start !

met sheryl on friday for breakfast at macs and im so damn hooked onto it.. its so bloody fattening pls! argh. bought dyanna's bdae present and took neoprints. went back to her house and had lunch, did some homework and went swimming! she was like so scared to get tanned so we dabbed on SO much sunscreen haha. had dinner with bestie II* at steamboat at night! was kinda weird without kuan cause she usually knows when the food are cooked(X

aww i miss patches! she's so active and cute(X

this looks sick, like i was orgasming or sth omfg. HAHA

mwah!

i love you sheryl ! <3

the rest were super gay and sheryl'd prollly kill me if i post them! haha.

saturday .. hmm had band and then lunch with kuan, sharyn, yiwen and peiqi. we dint really discuss much about physics, ended up reading magazines at studio cafe but it's been long since i did nothing but wasting my time, heh. rushed home and went to mummy's colleague's condo for her BBQ. just a little gathering cause mummy's friend from Atlanta is back for just a few days.

ate a bit and then cabbed down to dyanna's place all the way at Changi.. her two dogs scared the hell out of me! omg that over-sized german shepard like ran towards me and i grabbed sheryl like fuck and started screaming like a mad idiot pls. i was on the verge of jumping onto her ! i dont usually freak out like that but her dog was so huge and i dint know it doesnt bite. hehe..

watched scary movie 4 that night (: we took alot of pics too but i dont have many with me yet so yup.. dyanna's dad sent us home around 12.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING!

me, dyanna, bernie and sheryl!

sheryl and i, we look so tired !

went to church with louisa, mummy and andre on sunday. could hardly keep awake during mass.. met pris and her mum for steamboat AGAIN. its heavenly la, food's just divine . then louisa and i went to the library to complete our homework and there was this fucking paedophile who stood barely 2meters away from us . he had this psychopath face and pretending to be flipping through some storybook and he kept turning to look at us pls. then he walked and hid behind the shelves and peeked out at us. SO FREAKY!

then ceri, jocelyn and xinyi came to do our english project. left around 6.15pm with pris to Marina Square for dinner with the guys. they were so bloody late, like nearly and hour and a half. gosh.. we shopped abit and the mango sale is like, disgusting. horrible mess inside, like some catastrophe struck there or sth, eww. mummy spent 500dollars there though , haha. OH and i bought my brown topshop bikini, it has like beige polkadots. i love it !

chester bought us dinner at this japanese restaurant. we bought him this anti-masturbatory cream and this scented thingy that says "i love my penis" , hmm two cute chocolate bars and this pack of condoms with a vibrating ring.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!

we made so much noise that this saggy fat bitch who was sitting behind us complained and went, " i cant even heard myself!" what a loser who doesnt have a clue about fun, how pathetic. but anyways, it dint really spoil our mood. kinda pity the waiter who served us, Sam. he kept bugging him to sing the birthday song with us and then irish and i were like, " we want sam, we want sam!" when he came to our table i was like, "KISS CHESTER!" and he did. he like stretched out his arm and sorta reached for chester's face and planted a big kiss on his cheek, so spontaneous. was damn hilarious!

oh and anyway, the anti-masturbatory cream was like just hand cream! to think i thought it was real and i was so fascinated by that shit. cant bliv that pris and everyone knew it was just some joke, i mean, how would u actually guess?! it says at the back of it "do not use more than ten times a day. consult ur doctor if swelling occurs." something like that .. its so real! haha.

got home arnd 11plus and mummy wasnt too pleased.

ohwell school's kinda fun i think. just that we have two CAs next week and an emaths spring test sometime soon. oh the joy.

i want ana back. rahhhh.

2006-06-22T06:05:00.000-07:00

today's a gloomy day. i just feel.. weird. i dont know why, maybe im just pmssing.

went out with louisa on tuesday and we camwhored like hell.. but i just dont feel like posting the pics today la, lazy! was supposed to meet for chinese proj tomorrow but its called off so im going to sheryl's house tomorrow and we're meeting for breakfast! going swimming and then im gonna wear her uniform and we're gonna camwhore again! (:

had rehearsal today at VCH. was alright.. band again this saturday and going to studio cafe after that for our physics project! hmm, should be feeling glad that we're getting started on all the projects but somehow my heart feels kinda heavy still.

louisa's coming to Holy Family this sunday for mass with me! after that we're gonna study ( thats what we always claim ) and then i gotta rush off to syazana's house for our english project. oh and chester's bdae dinner at night. OHWELL i reely dont look forward to term three :( but i guess this holiday was meaningful enough, i got to catch up with alot of people(:

My Best Friend

Once was here
now is gone
I will always
love forever
the laughs
the tears
the smiles
without her
my life has no direction
no ups nor downs
no smiles or frowns
I miss her
I cry
I see her
I lie
what ever went wrong
I can mend
I will always
love forever
my very best friend.

thats what friends are for!

2006-06-19T03:21:00.000-07:00

2006-06-19T02:26:00.000-07:00

im back from church camp! enjoyed it alot(: but im too lazy to blog for now so i shall wait till dyanna sends me all the pics then i'll blog about it.

talked to kuan this morning and she couldnt stop complaining about how i dont blog about her at all and blah. haha so here's a little paragraph on um, Pisceans getting together as friends. we're both Pisceans.

KUAN I LOVE YOU TOO! haha.

When two Pisceans form a friendship, it is the merging of two very sensitive and emotionally deep people. They share excellent communication, deep emotional ties and an almost spiritual understanding of one another. They both have the feeling that this deeply satisfying and precious friendship is the best thing that could have possibly happened. They share a love of beauty and peace that is unparalleled in the Zodiac, and both are equally committed to making their friendship ideal. The passivity and acceptance of the Pisces nature makes this a very easy-going pair. However, Pisces can be too easygoing, perhaps gullible, and is quickly affected by any surrounding negative energy. Two Pisces together can become inactive, lazy or otherwise bring out the best and worst in each other. They can be hypersensitive, unable to set limits for themselves or others, and unwilling to face a problem or a challenge. Pisces tend to elude any obstacles or conflicts with an escapism of some kind, either an unrealistic optimism or by living a life of fantasy. It is this legendary Pisces flexibility that makes both easy to work with, adaptable to any situation and great friends.Pisces is ruled by the Planets Jupiter and Neptune. Pisces share a great sense of ethics, values and a desire to experience life through a philosophical outlook as reflected by the Planet Jupiter. Neptune is in charge of Pisces' affiliation with popular media, abstract thought, fantasy, illusion and mystery. Pisces is one of the Signs of service. These friends love doting on each other and completely appreciate the attention they receive--and they return it in spades. Running errands together and planning weekend trips are frequent indulgences in the Pisces-Pisces friendship. Pisces is a Water Sign. Both friends are only too happy to bend to the will and needs of their loved ones. Pisces is incredibly adaptable, conforming their interests and intentions to the situation at hand. This can be dangerous for the Fish, however, as they may lose their sense of self and are easily taken in by those with bad intentions. The astrological symbol of the pair of Fish represents Pisces' dual nature, each swimming in a different direction simultaneously. Pisces must really focus and work hard to set goals for themselves and to achieve them. It is for the benefit of the friendship that each Pisces must do their best to encourage one another to succeed.Pisces is a Mutable Sign. Indirect and unfocused, Pisces benefits best from a strong initiating force. When coupled with a more assertive Sign, Pisces is an excellent assistant. These two will always work without conflict, and will greatly benefit from teamwork. Disputes are very few and far between. Both are always there to help one another through trying times or to lend a hand whenever necessary. Their easygoing instincts are a great relief to one another. They feel a great emotional bond and deep respect for one another.The best aspect of the Pisces-Pisces friendship is that they get along together swimmingly. They are the envy of the Zodiac when it comes to a peaceful, beautiful friendship. They are very devoted, loving, mellow and will always be there when their friend needs them most.

i am so bloody stressed pls! i tried doing one set of chem worksheets and i realised that i'd pretty much forgotten the stuff on Stoichiometry! its driving me nuts and ms ho gave us sooooo much homework that i've not started on! and i have no idea what homework we have for history and ss. and there's an upcoming core geog CA on the 25th of july which is like in a month's time and there's like TWO BLOODY LONG chapters. i still have not read The Bonesetter's Daughter andand we've not got started on any projects yet. i want to curl up and die pls :(

rahhhhhhhh i miss my dad so fucking much and uncle pascal is in hongkong with mummy not. i spent father's day with dyanna and bernie having lunch at BK after camp and dyanna went for a full pedicure with me after that. woah my feet felt so soft after being soaked and i almost dozed off while the lady scrubed my poor damage feet. it was heaven (: i have pastel purple toes, they're so pretty!

oh well, HAPPY FATHER'S DAY DADDY AND UNCLE PASCAL! iloveyou two like how i adore ben&jerry's newyork super fudge chunk(:

2006-06-13T06:24:00.000-07:00

im chatting with louisa now and we were all high talking about the prank calls and silly stuff we did during primary 5! ahhhh it feels great, catching up with her. ohman im so happy i have such a friend.

I LOVE YOU LOUISA LYN HO! (:

okay lazy to blog, i'll be back in singapore in about two days! oh shiit.

awww i copied this whole chunk from lou's blog. hmm its funny how we knew each other since forever and then she's been migrating from east to west and north to south but in the end we still can talk about everything and anything. ohgosh i love our friendship!

kay woman don't kill me, but i can't see tagboards! well 'cept for these flooble ones. so yea i'll put it on my blog instead.here it goes:
I LOVE YOU TOO ALEXA LIM FAWN! (:
haha miss those good ol' days in primary fiveee. been neighbours since we were born and good friends since like primary three! but i think primary 5 was the best year ever. rightrightRIGHT? :D and now we're planning our future hahaha MISS YOU SO MUCH! catch up with you next week alright (:

2006-06-12T06:41:00.000-07:00

i watched the davinci code today! okay abit late ya but its not rated here in australia! gosh, singapore is so kiasu. what the hell is wrong with watching it? whats the difference between 15year olds and 16year olds ? proly just 12 months which is not sucha big difference.. i really dont see the point of rating it NC16, its crazy!

anyway for all those who have not caught the movie or read the book, im sorry to sucha spoiler but i gotta say that SOPHIE NEUVEU IS ACTUALLY THE LAST DESCENDANT OF MARY MAGDALENE! so surprising.. i dint see that coming, especially cause i gave up after reading half of the book. hmm turns out that her grandfather was trying to protect her cause her whole family was killed during a car crash and she was the only survivor though reports claim that the whole family died. hmm.. afraid that sophie would be murdered or whatsoever, she was being protected and whatnot la.. i dont really know if i understood the movie the right way but i think it is. hahaha(:

today we dint do much too.. not much things left to do here except shop and watch korean dramas man! i had nissin cup noodles today and it so felt like home! then we went to the Crowne Casino -the biggest casino within the southern hemisphere and its like just a 5min walk away from our apartment. of course we were not permitted to entering the casino but there are other entertainment stuff like all the branded shops and arcades and movie theatres and fast food! we sat around and shopped abit and ate alot of fast food.. i had an ice cream sundae after so long. it felt.. fattening. hur.

anyways, i called kuan today! we were both squealing into the phone and practically so excited that we were speaking in gurgles. we just have got so much to tell each other omg.. i love my bestfriend alot(: i cant wait to go back but yet at the same time, im afraid to face reality back in singapore.. all the homework and piles of projects and stuff to be done. term three is gonna be a difficult one i can foresee, especially since i've not held a pen for so long and i cant even write legibly. god save me! )X

daddy's back to work tomorrow.. we're planning to go down to the South Melbourne Market but i prolly cant wake up anyway. haha.

alright sleep tight you guys! life's good and love always <3
seems like you're for real this time..

2006-06-11T06:15:00.000-07:00

yesterday i bought a pair of pumps and body souffle for myself! and i got bath glitter crystals for sheryl and sabrina(X yesterday was just a lazy saturday, strolling around town and all. funny how i never get tired walking around the same places huh?

the world cup started yesterday! which means i wont be up alone every night cause andre and daddy will be glued to the tv. they're thinking of going down to Federation Square tomorrow night, its australia VS japan is it? not that sure la.. but its super cold now, how the hell are they gonna stay alive?

anyway, today we drove up to.. i dont remember the name, Dandenong or sth. its this long winding journey up the bloody hill and at the top there's a restaurant. the food was great, i had a big jam cookie! was so buttery and nice(: by the time we drove up and down and got back home, it was around 5plus already. watched one more disc of my FULLHOUSE and then got ready to go for dinner at Banana Palm. malaysian cuisine, my dad's favourite eatery. they just love crocodile meat and i dont understand why.. so grosse, it gives me the shivers! we had alot of icecream for dessert.

oh we got our Australian PR already.. so most probably i'll be doing my university here cause i've to spend at least 2years here to keep the PR so yup.

daddy's on leave tmr and i thought that we'd be driving down to the bigger factory outlets but seems like their going to play golf while aunty kal and i watch fullhouse.. haha. melbourne is starting to get boring, guess its not a good idea to go back to the same place more than once for a holiday huh? will prolly be going to the states next year with daddy..

the pictures are all still not uploaded to the computer yet so i dont know when i'll be posting them. dint really take as much as the last trip la cause it's so cold that i can hardly keep my hands out of my pockets! the temperature went down to as low as 6degrees today.. still no snow )X

okay thats all, i reely dont wanna go back to singapore though i miss you guys so much ! gahhh.

its funny how a part of me still feels jealous after all this while

2006-06-09T07:59:00.000-07:00

its super foggy tonight! we're living on the 31st floor so the fog is thicker and from where im sitting , it looks like im in the clouds or prolly in heaven looking down on the city. its so so so foggy and cold ! (:

just got home from uncle daniel's house, had dinner with their family. left around 12midnight, gosh i was so super tired. was busy entertaining clara, who's only 7 and i was sitting with her watching Little Mermaid II and playing silly computer games with her like Lizzie Mcguire. uncle daniel is daddy's friend since like 15years ago and he just migrated here with his whole family! so whenever we come to melbourne, we'd meet up for dinner or bbqs and all. we had nasi lemak and satay! i had never eaten so much satays in my whole entire life cause i never reely fancied them but tonight's one was.. salivating.

went to the Hanging Rocks today.. hmm, it was said that a group of students disappeared there when they went on a field trip and the only survivor lost her memory.. within the next few days the school closed down and the discipline mistress went back there to kill herself. scary eh? ohwell so we hiked abit and reached the rocks which were reely cool! we climbed our way through those natural landforms that we made like 6million years ago.. took some pics and all.

then we drove back and stopped by this little town and my sharp eyes spotted this surf shop and i bought a roxy tote! oh i got this little handphone charm that says shopaholic(: how perfect.

tmr we're not gonna be doing much cause andre and daddy are up watching the world cup, so unproductive. but anyways yup so i think we'll just be shoppnig and catching a movie or sth.

thats all about today, nothing interesting. and i am still stressed about my holiday hmwk, damn!

if only you knew..

2006-06-08T08:24:00.000-07:00

i dont feel like blogging cause im just in a uber bad mood now.. have been kinda stressed about stuff like, holiday homework and all our projects. i havent really read the bonesetter's daughter and i wonder how we'll complete it.. plus we've got to do our physics project! i am starting to not enjoy this holiday .

wasn't in much of a shopping mood today anyway cause all the stuffs have been tugging at the back of my mind and its like pressurising :( bought two lime bath salts from the body shop and a polotee from Country Road. hmm.. also got lipsmackers for asnira!

had japanese cuisine for dinner.. um, Koko at the Crowne Casino. after dining there, nothing beats it back in singapore pls. the chawanmushi is like so soft that it slips right off yur tongue! and the ingredients are first-grade cause they're so fresh.. i ordered seafood udon and we had loads of sushi to compliment our main course. Tempura ice-cream for dessert, basically just fried ice cream.. its heavenly i swear. the waitresses were kinda shocked to see andre and i cause they've never seen my dad's (he's a regular there) kids and yup, made small talk with them. the manager was so cute, she went like, "oh my.. she's beautiful! can join those beauty pageants!" in her japanese accent. haha and she gave me a box of chocolates, supposedly for "special guests" only. haha..

ah okay gotta wake up at nine tmr, going to the Hanging Rocks.. im off to sleep, hope i'll stop fussing over the holiday hmwk! love(:

i hate the way you take me for granted.

2006-06-07T06:41:00.000-07:00

i am officially a couch potato as of today. after planting my ass on the sofa and settling nicely with woollen blankies surrounding me, i couldnt get more glued to the tv with my korean drama. and guess how long i hogged the tv for? EIGHT HOURS! i ate infront of it and paused it when i needed to pee. thats the only time i got out of my comfortable little nest.. PRO HUH? (;

on a happier note, tomorrow we're going to the DFOs! more shopping babes =D but the sad thing is, i tried to do my holiday homework today and its quite worrying looking at the number of amaths and emaths questions that i dont know how to do. whats happening to my brain cells, has the cold weather here got them frozen or sth?!

ahh okay im cold and sleepy and waiting for someone to come online.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

i never knew you could make me feel this way.

2006-06-05T23:47:00.000-07:00

im back from shopping and obviously it was like zero cool! omg i bought a billabong skirt, two tops, a pair of greyish silver pumps, a pretty billabong purse-like thingy to keep my ipod, foxy green earrings, this pink stripey pjs that look awfully kinky and a whole load of chocolates for all my friends here in singapore, not forgetting for my lovely section too(X and i remembered to buy those really dark chocolate for joanna, they're 85% cocoa mind you, hope she doesnt die eating them =D

it was cold today and my hands were like raw and glacial man! gahhh but nothing could stop me from shopping(: especially when aunty kal has daddy's sub-card, YEA BABY!

tommorrow is rest and unwind day.. haha we'll prolly stay home to watch sappy korean dramas and do our toenails or something. maybe we could go to the South Melbourne market to jsut browse around. aww i just adore my trips to melbourne.

today, i almost lost one shoppping bag okay and in it were my pjs and earrings! i passed it to andre while i went into the fitting room then like after paying i was like, "where's the bag andre?" then he said he passed it to me and denied like crazy and i couldnt stop whining about losing my pjs cause i really loved them! aunty kal promised to go back with me to get another one but there was just like no size left okay.. in the end it was that stupid mischevious little prick who put it in aunty kal's bag la.. scare me for nothing. grrr. i had Donut King for lunch! one tiny donut cause i had quite a late breakfast. hmmm, the donut was just sinfully fattening with all that strawberry icing and rainbow sprinkles on it. thankfully, we're eating dinner at home cause my dad's holding a meeting at 6 and its kinda unpredictable what time he'll be back.

i seriously wanna describe my pjs , its too nice can!? its like this pink and oversized stripey long sleeved thingy, the same material as men's working shirts and its like short but there's this tiny little pink boyshorts with it so its not that .. obscene. haha, has your mind made a mental picture of it? im sure it has =D i love it i love it love it love it love it.

ah okay here are some of yesterday's pictures.

arriving at the melbourne aiport, see that sticker? it says "I AM BEING ASSISTED!" damn embarrassing.

no one hugs better than daddy!

me and aunty kal on the way to the carpark, was getting colder!

me and andre while waiting for daddy to pay the carpark fees.

daddy and i in the lift!

ahhh our cosy little room. so hotel-style. haha

andre was forced into this.

all decked out in our pjs! daddy and his stupid expression. haha.

2006-06-05T05:33:00.000-07:00

I HAVE REACHED MELBOURNE DUDES (: omg its cold here, like ten degrees and we were told that its supposed to be like what, seventeen degrees?! but nevertheless i think i am gonna enjoy myself to the fulllllllest here! hmm i realised i have loads to blog about.

okay so hightea on saturday was not that fantastic cause the food's ALWAYS the same, when will they ever decide to change the buffet table!? but its okay cause mummy and i went shopping! bought 5tops and 2bottoms, cheeers to us , the certified shoppaholics =D

balloon hat on sunday was superb too! i enjoyed it alot although we pespired like madcows and had a tough time twisting all the balloons and pumping them yadayada . my fingers were reel sore and they just smelt damn rubbery! the parade and everything was just pure fun(: went for dinner with kuan at parkway and we bitched alot as usual. felt kinda sad after dinner cause i dint really feel like leaving all my friends here! haha.

ohwell so i went home to continue packing and all. much love to all those who offered to send me off and have breakfast with me this morning but im really sorry cause there was not much time and my flight was at 10am.

anyways, the flight was qutie a fast one, i watched like 3movies ! the leading steward was quite cute and he paid us quite alot of attention cause andre and i are UNATTENDED MINORS! we were escorted all the way from singapore to melbourne, and we spent the last 40mins in the first class area . its seriously alot more comfy (X

daddy and aunty kal were already at the waiting hall when we arrived. yup so we took pictures and hugged each other and then went for dinner at chinatown. had claypot rice! then went to Coles to get my contact lens solution cuz i couldnt be bothered to bring it, too heavy!

we'll be going shopping tomorrow! yay(: but the weather is seriously damaging, my skin feels so.. tight and like its bitten by the cold or sth. rahhh and my hands are gonna be dry. ugh..

hmm half a year passes really quickly, i can still remember spending hours till 3am on this computer last december and now its june and im back here again! there's this really familiar feeling and i dont know how to describe it actually.

ohwells, i will upload all the pictures soon and i'll try to blog daily!

oh dream maker, you heart breaker.

i look so MESSY!

balloon hat is love! dont we just rock? (:

2006-06-02T18:40:00.000-07:00

im leaving on a jet plane..

balloon hat festival is tomorrow! the rehearsals were super tiring.. the sun was just out to kill me i swear.

anyway, high tea later with irish and soph and the mothers! yay(: we can gorge and binge and stuff ourselves with all that glorious food, isnt it just divine?

hafta go with mummy to get more uniforms! i dont know when ana is gonna get transfered though she went for some interviews already. i really dont know how to cope without a maid.. i'll just die of depression okay.

i hope there's time to shop before hightea but i doubt so.. mummy asked me to ask kuan along but she's celebrating her daddy's birthday today ): talking about birthdays suddenly remind me of fathers' day! hmm, my mum's been bugging me to wrap uncle pascal's present so she could go post it to japan! he'll be so surprised =D

and i got daddy this little mug which says I LOVE DADDY and has hearts all around it. i thought it was cute(: i'll be seeing him in less than 72hours.. i miss the claypot rice in australia n the curry yongtaufu! its really gooood i swear. and i wanna buy alot of hand creme from Stuf. ! and i wanna go to alll the factory outlets ever. the weather there is just great now, about 16degrees? and we'll be going to the snowy mountain yadayada.. so excited, i can hardly wait.

oh talking about that, ms sia was super fierce ytd.. she almost dint wanna sign my leave form and she was like gonna explode already cause my instrument needs to be sent for repair cause my screw dropped out and the key is loose. she said i cant go for church camp! ahh i just hafta go for camp after band which is like so damn late la.

my mum will be going to newyork somewhere during late july/early august cause uncle pascal has a meeting in Stamford. not fair, i wanna go too! ohwell, enjoy your holidays!

i shouldn't be feeling this way about you*

TAGBOARD REPLIES:

annabel; i've been fine and yes you realised we've not talked for so long =D
sharyn; haha and thanks for the $20 which saved my life, hehehe.
sabrina; okay FINE when school reopens and when yu read this, yur prolly back from NY or sth(X
caryn; yep you should've been there to smear cake on sharyn's face !
peiqi; hahah i agree man, what a creep right!? ugh.

2006-06-01T04:51:00.000-07:00

never buy pumps from topshop, they cause blisters and tons of plasters ): my feel hurt like hell after combing the whole of town today.

anyway! met kuan today at 11.30 at tampines then we mrt-ed down to united square. we were craving for pizza hut and at first i thought there wasnt pizza hut at united square and kuan was grumbling like hell and blaming me non-stop. then at this little corner of the basement i spotted this red thingy that looked like the pizza hut logo and she was like, " yu think every red thing is pizza hut is it?" stupid la that girl. of course it was pizza hut and we got a table yadayada. then we ordered the lover's meal thingy then the bill was like thirty plus and she couldnt stop opening her mouth to grumble about being broke and she kept sulking. THEN while eating halfway, the waiter came to our table and gave me another copy of the receipt and said, "um that guy who sat there paid for your meal already.." then i stared at the receipt and stoned , " huh what guy? " the waiter went like, "they left already.. he asked me to pass this to you." and he walked away. it took me quite some time to realise that he paid and cleverly left his number on the receipt expecting me to sms him or sth. well of course i did, just to say thank you(: the moral of the story is, go dine with me often if you wanna get your meals paid for. HAHAH no just kidding(X

hmm, i bought this non-branded tote bag today! i really hope i wont chuck it aside after carrying it once or twice cause thats what usually happens to those non-branded bags butbutbut this one was like 50bucks so i think my interest wont die down so soon. got my passionfruit scrub too(: it smells so fruity that i feel like eating myself after using it. heh.

ohhhh three pretty pumps and two exquisite tubes caught my eye today. maybe i might consider buying them if i strike lottery or if i pick up a $400 bill on the floor someday(:

band tomorrow and high tea on saturday! i wanna watch [She's the Man].. wanted to catch it with mummy after her work today but she said she's tired and she went to hit the gym so yup, i came back early (:

for now life's good!
i wanna fly to melbourne nownownownownownow. i miss my dad heaps!

2006-05-29T06:52:00.000-07:00

i just had tuition and it made me more stressed than ever. i realised that i've got so much holiday homework and there're millions of band practices, not forgetting all my tuitions which practically drain me inside out. by the time i get back from australia and church camp, i would be left with only ONE WEEK of my june holidays and after subtracting the number of band days and tuition days, i think i only have around 3days to complete my homework. now where do i slot in my shopping sprees and time to swim and lose weight?!

i just printed the whole list of holiday homework from our class blog. its super long.. and i guess i gotta try and cram everything within this week. will be having chinese tuition tomorrow and going to sentosa for balloon hat rehearsal on wednesday. learning lab with deborah on thursday , followed by shopping with kuan. band on friday and tuition on saturday morning.. high tea in the afternoon but im still deciding whether i should forgo that for my homework, call me a loser please.

i really need some help with time management !

okay enough about homework and band and stress.

TODAY! we surprised sharyn chang(X her bdae's tomorrow. was supposed to meet at 8 at pasir ris but kuan's msg dint wake me up cause i turned off the vibration. woke up around 8.20 and everyone cept me were there! rushed and rushed, reached within like an hour?! then we took 88 down to TOA PAYOH , only to find that it doesnt really go to sharyn's house. dropped at angmokio and her mum came to fetch us.. sharyn was so dumb la, she ran upstairs the moment she saw us trying to hide at her front door there.. hahaha.

after blowing the cake and all, we went to pizza hut. her treat! i ate so much of that cheesy crust, my favourite(: wanted to go for a movie but there weren't any nice ones so yup, walked around junction 8 for a while and we saw HAHA CRABS. they're quite cute.

went back to sharyn's house to watch HIDE AND SEEK, super chim la that show. sharyn had to explain it to me and kuan. poor lena and yiwen were like so frightened! and peiqi was just falling asleep on the sofa cause she watched it before. watched white chicks after that which made all of us laugh quite a bit(: rushed home for tuition with sophia. i enjoyed today as much as i enjoyed sharyn's steamboat lunch! =D =D =D

SHERYL BOUGHT THE BODY SHOP SCRUB ALREADY. unfair unfair unfair. i dont care, i must get the papaya and passionfruit one this thursday.

im gonna sleep early tonight, my head hurts!
goodnight and sweet dreams!

familiarity breeds comtempt.
i guess you gotta know where to draw the line and learn not to cross it.

2006-05-28T07:26:00.000-07:00

alexa misses sheryl damn alot! ohman, yesterday was just like heaven. haha i miss going out with that girl la(X

we met arnd 4plus cause sheryl was late! then we walked to funan from cityhall to kimage.. and my appointment was at like what, 3.30? was so late! anyway ,trimmed my hair a little, not much of a difference la. sheryl just sat and waited for me cause she last minute decided not to cut!

walked to cityhall and went to bugis. we took neoprints! its been so damn long since i actually stepped into a neoprint machine.. had dinner and then we walked around and i saw many nice pumps! went to topshop and just like spent so much time in the fitting room(X

we camwhore-d all the way and reached home around 9plus. sheryl came over and we messed my whole cupboard up, tried my pjs and school uniform and took more pictures! and we prank called people.. so childish but hey, we had so much fun! my mum asked her to stayover but sheryl had to go back so yup, walked out with her and flagged a cab. she reached home at 11 on the dot(:

slumber party!

talk about old school.. heh.

grease lightning! hurhur.

my room was a big mess i swear! we've got so much plans after i come back from melbourne.. shop and swim and study and shop and swim and study and just go mad!

went to parkway with mummy today cause she needed to get some stuff. she bought the dryer and all the stuff that'll make housework easier for her. hahah. i bought 4undies and a pair of white pumps from topshop! they look so lovely but all the pumps caused were blisters and more blisters.. had to like use 3plasters can!? then went to bugis cause isetan dint have my white converse sneakers. bought two so that i dont hafta keep washing my school shoes since ana is not gonna be around anymore. im kinda scared , having to like pack my bed everyday morning and fetch my own water and make my own breakfast. i'll just be late for schoool everyday! CAN DIE.

went to my grandma's for dinner and my aunties were there today. im so tired.. had a long day and i swear, my poor feet really need some rest! tomorrow's gonna be a long day, will be back to blog.

OH ON GENTLER NOTE:
body shop is having a big sale! I WANT TO BUY MY PASSIONFRUIT BODY SCRUB. will prolly get it when i go out with kuan this thursday. from $28.90 to $12.90 ONLY and the body wash is like $12.90 for 2. trust me, its a really really good buy. JUST DO IT(;

TAGBOARD REPLIES
that max person is really weird, who could he be?!

sabrina; you owe me my letter!
sheryl; i love you babe, i cant wait to hang out when i get back from melbourne. you rock la(X
joanna; you really never tag what! haha. eh the way yu say REGAIN my slim legs is as though they've grown fat. hahaha the scars will confirm be damn fugly, i swear. its damn disgusting.
isabella; yup i cut! see from the pics, cant really tell right?!
chester; you pangseh me for your friends la you loser.
louisa&dionne; yups will relink!

LOVEYALL<3

2006-05-26T05:15:00.000-07:00

im finally online once again, have been like too lazy to switch on the computer and stuff.

so anyway, yesterday yiwen, peiqi, kuan, sharyn and i went to celebrate sharyn's birthday at kuan's aunty's steamboat! the last time i actually really pigged out on steamboat was like ages ages ago.. i loved yesterday so much cause we ate like there's no tomorrow and just like laughed about everything and anything. i love you all okay(X

after that kwanny and i were supposed to go to town to get sharyn's crumpler but she ingeniously suggested that we go to parkway to get it from 77th street. how come we dint think of that earlier.. haha. there wasnt the one that sharyn wanted so we got it reserved at compass point and kwanny went to collect it.

left parkway around 6 and i rushed all the way down to novena for learning lab. made deborah wait for like an hour plus, im so sorry ! she waited for me at macs and we had dinner together, i ate a salad and the corn thingy and a apple.. now tell me about leading a healthy lifestyle (;

oh and i was like telling deborah, how come there're like no cute guys in our class? if i see one tonight right, i swear i'll pay for our cab fare tonight! so after we sat down for a while, there was this guy who walked in and i was like, EH DEBORAH. then we both giggled. hahaha but in the end we took an mrt back la, just felt like wasting time and i just dint feel like reaching home so early.. got home at around 11 in the end!

on the way back, we saw this middle aged couple and they were down suffering from down syndrome. its quite amazing right, how both of them actually have a relationship and love each other.. they were behaving not very discreetly somemore!

i cant bliv the june hols are here! was supposed to be flying off to melbourne tomorrow but its postponed already. i cant wait to see my dad ! its around 7-17 degrees and i love the cold (X

got back our progress report today, hmm there was an overall improvement but im kinda scared that i'll just slacken and start doing badly next term. i've not been paying much attention in class lately, but who does right? i mean its the holidays already and im just not in the mugging mood la.

going out with sheryl tomorrow after band! yay its been ages since i last saw her.. we're gonna go cut our hair(: but i havent really decided whether i should cut! omg what if i regret it!? gahhh i suck at decision making ):

anyways, 1stJUNE is shopping day with the bestfriend! omg i needa buy a new pair of pumps. i want them in white or black and a little detail might be pretty(: i want to shop i dont care! oh and daddy agreed to buy me that semi-transparent paul frank tote but kuan says its like so pasar malam-ish.. its so not okay. haha, crap i really dont know whether i wanna get it now. OHMAN.

before the holidays start, i am gonna remind myself consistently to go swimming and just get all those icky fats away from me! and i have to set aside some time to do the bloody holiday homework (actually i seriously still dont have a clue what are the hmwk that have been assigned to us) and of course, i wont forgot to SHOPandSHOP all my holiday allowance away!

OH the sad news is, my mum is sending the maid off! toodles to ana. and she thinks she can do without a maid but i kinda doubt that. hurhur. seriosuly, who doesnt have a maid these days!? those without domestic workers have their mums at home to clean up after them 24/7 and now andre and i hafta get used to being the only two at home after having been brought up by maids all of lives! okay that sounded dumb.

im gonna buy more uniforms and socks and shoes so i can wear one uniform a day and my mummy can slowly enjoy doing the laundry on weekends and sadly , i think i'll hafta wash my shoes myself. but its okay, at least she's gonna increase my allowance which means i get to shop more! heh.

this june is gonna be so packed.. i'll be away for one and a half week and one day just after i get back, there's church camp! and we've to go back to school for remedials and blah and of course , we have 12 gruelling band practices! the longest practice we'd have is about 9 hours, including lunch. INTENSIVE HUH?

should i go for physics tuition or not?

happy holidays darlings (:
love,<3

2006-05-14T02:06:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY WAS HELLUVA BLAST omg (X

we went to dahlia's house to do our S.S project and we did accomplish alot even though we crapped and just went ballistic. I LOVE THEM!

anyways, we met at 9.30am at siglap macs for breakfast and WALKED all the way to dahlia's which was like 2 bus stops away! we digressed quite ALOT .. sang and rapped and danced and we made so many videos can!? it was so crappy, we were singing and dancing to BEEP and ohmygosh, we laughed till our sides hurt and we were just practically rolling on the floor! i remember webcamming with shila and co. who were all at i dont know whose house doing their project too.

we cooked meegoreng for lunch cause dahlia cleverly forgot to ask her maid to cook our spaghetti! and her dog was a nightmare, so irritating, she kept barking ! oh her name's jackie and she's a ... i forgot her breed. she scared the hell outta us when she suddenly started barking like crazy while we were cooking! then as dahlia was trying to calm her down, i tiptoed behind her, back and forth and i was just trying to irritate that little bitch (sorry dahlia, i just had to curse, heh)

i hope dahlia sends the pictures and videos to me asap so i can upload them here! yall will die laughing, im serious.

then kuan and grace came over to my place for dinner cause my mum and all were bbqing so yup. i enjoyed friday so much, if only everyday was vesak day(:

and uncle pascal is leaving for tokyo tonight. how time flies.. i mean, i remember him coming home on thursday night after we left the airport, thinking that we'd missed his flight but it turned out that mummy saw the wrong belt and flight number! gosh. what a waste.. when uncle pascal came back, i was already asleep on the sofa. haha. we did take a few photos and stuff, watched poseidon last night at marina square and did some shopping together! i cried during dinner ytd at kenny rogers, it was embarassing cause ppl were looking at me. haha.

ohwell, i feel this sudden surge of sian-ness as i think about everything la. ohman. we're going to my grandma's for dinner tonight, i really hope i can hold back my tears.. it has been so long since we ate at her place as a family! sigh.

on a happier note, i bought a pair of mango jeans and a zara top! yay. sadly, i've not done any homework yet and i've not touched emaths at all. i remember there's a spring test on monday and tomorrow is less than 12hours away. good luck to me.

my tagboard is seriously screwed, i cant see it at all. maybe i should consider changing it but heck, im too lazy.

thankew darlings for tagging and trying get back at that anonymous but it really isnt worth ur efforts.. whoever that he/she might be, i guess that person is probably just a really bitter and shallow individual deep down inside.

life goes on man(X

When will I see you again?
When will we share precious moments?
Will I have to wait forever?
Or will I have to suffer and cry the whole night through?
i'll miss my dear stepdad loads )"=

2006-05-06T02:50:00.000-07:00

i came back early today(:

went out with kuan in the end cause my mum had to do the house stuff, she's always busy! woke up this morning and she was up already.. we talked about stuff like how i am so not coping with physics so she asked me to go for physics tuition. i dont really like tuition classes though and my tutor sophia teaches maths most of the time. ohwell.

went to St Pats with her cause she had to cast her vote and then came back to siglap and lazed around for a while. left and met kuan at studio cafe! haha dont ask why we went there.. heh xP

borrowed the GHOST TRAIN vcd and we played it at studio cafe and had our lunch.. then we took manymany photos. around 3pm, GARY CAME! he's this salsa dance teacher k and he's only 22. haha. we left shortly after that and went to parkway. so loser-ish i know but we dint wanna go all the way to town cause it dint feel like a towning day!

walked around and i had to resist the urge to buy those pretty dorothy perkins earrings cause im just super broke this month. i have been eating alot! ): ohwell we camwhored today too, i just love kwanny!

a failed attempt to kiss my bestie. HAHA(X

heh, we climbed all the way up the stack of chairs!

there, my slim legs, HAHAHA.

we cant get enough of ourselves la k..

i forced kuan to take this picture.. she was still on the phone! hehe.

okay i was just being dumb.

yup thats all. alexa loves kuan ! =D
i think we're going for icecream tonight but pris has yet to confirm with us.. i am so just gonna watch them eat and grow fat, icecreams are totally not for me.

what i live for.

i want my ectasy!
it makes me high and keeps me craving for more, uhhuh(;
Intense joy.

2006-05-05T06:11:00.000-07:00

i just did 5 graph questions! and there're still like 3 more to go.. ohwell, we all suffer when mdm lenny is in one of those crazy i-wanna-give-yall-alot-of-homework kinda moods.

ohwell. our dance and string tickets got cancelled! omg. so ya we're online now, hoping that all our tickets will be in a row if we book them online together. i have this feeling that something will cock up and we'll all e separated!

anyways, yesterday was so fun! we were supposed to do our S.S project at studio cafe but kuan and i had to meet madam lenny for the thingy.. gave her our reflections and she talked to us. i dint know that she had so many students waiting to see her, like she's some doctor or something, students come in and out of the H.O.D office like no one's business. we waited so long for her and by the time we finished our little talk with her , twas already 3pm ok!

so we went to studio cafe and met dahlia, grace, sharyn, peiqi and ceri and alicia! ceri and alicia lunched with us and left for their talk held in school and by the time me and kuan joined them, they finished eating already. so we ordered and the food there was surprisingly good! maybe its just cause i was hungry (im struggling with the bloody diet) .. talked and talked and we made SO much noise, like as if we were at home or something! its so much fun when there're no CAs and all we do is just sit around talking about nonsensical stuff like MR BEAN and the stupid da vinci code thingy (i tried reading but gave up upon reaching chpt 6, heh)oh how productive(X but i love all of yall!

then after ceri and alicia left, sharyn and peiqi went next door and borrowed SWING GIRLS! its this super nice movie, about band girls(: we asked the guy at studio cafe if we could play it cause there was this dvd player and plasma there! so yup, we watched it until like 6pm and then i rushed off to novena for learning lab with deborah! oh, im not quitting already, guess i should continue and try it out for a while more before deciding if it actually helps !

ohyes, a good friend of mine experienced the loss of a family member in the past few days. i felt so bad cause i asked her whats wrong, not knowing about the matter yet, and she was super down about it. it actually made me realise that life is so fragile and unpredictable! death is like so surreal to me now.. but it can strike anytime, even if yu're not the least prepared for it. then i smsed my mum and told her that i love her (cheesy, yes i know) but im really scared to lose anyone of my friends or family members )X then i told her to ask uncle pascal to takecare and tell him that i love him too.. when he comes back im gonna hug him like mad! but anyway, i think i treasure the people around me alot more now.

nothing much to blog about today, another typical school day la.. had this little performance during our legacy period, which was a pleasant surprise. i kinda enjoyed the show about loving yourself and whatnot. its about accepting yur reflection and be happy with what yu look like and who you are! quite true right?

elections tomorrow! not like it concerns me or anything but the shopping centres are still open right? i wanna go shoppping can.. my mum said we'll go soon but she's got so many things to do around the house and im always just mugging my weekend away! gahhh.

got some homework to complete, im always only copying the corrections from the board and never marking my own work cause i simply cant be arsed to do .. okay im off, nights yall!

2006-05-03T06:38:00.000-07:00

OMG just shut up and stop comparing! im so pissed with my mum, why is she like so irritating tonight?

ANYWAY

kuan and i are so in deep shit with mdm lenny ! why? cause yesterday, during her lesson, she was not in school so we sneaked out and went to the canteen to buy food cause we were scheduled for speech day rehearsal at 2.30 and we had to change into our full band uniform and yadayada. on the way back to class , we saw this teacher , some H.O.D (MAJOR BITCH! she confiscated the topshop mirror that i bought for my bestie okay!) but i dont really know her name. she questioned us and made us bring the food back to the canteen and we had to write reflections! alright then everything would be okay if that was all BUT this morning, when kuan and i went to give her our reflections, she was like, "LENNNNNNNNNNNY! here are the two girls from yur class.." !@#$%^! omg, so bitchy. mdm lenny was quite calm about it but she wants so sit down with us and discuss like how this thingy can be resolved AND she accepted our apology so i guess it isn't that bad. my mother is cool about the whole thing.. she was like, "OH. nevermind, ask her to call me if she's not happy." HAHA.

so anyway. yesterday was my second last appt with Dr Tan.. and i think im allergic to IPL! my face is like.. itchy! haha, but it usually goes away after a while. met mummy at raffles city after school then we to the dermatologist. we both went home with red faces!

band today was alright. i kinda miss the 3rds. i miss sitting with deborah during combine practices and during sectionals! we'd be like figuring out the scores together and learning together but it just seems weird being in 2nds now.. okay that was a little emotional haha. we played beauty and the beast today! it was nice(: and i just found out that I WONT BE ABLE TO MAKE IT FOR BALLOON HAT FESTIVAL ON THE 3RD/4TH OF JUNE cause our air ticket has been booked and its like on the 27th of may. gonna email my dad and pray that he has the patience to change the flight )X

and i have got the best news ever! everyone who wants to lose weight easily and fast, please get this right, WATSON HAS THIS BOTTLE OF MIRACLE JUICE THAT'S LIKE $20 AND YOU CAN LOSE 5POUNDS IN 2DAYS! thats like 2.5KG right?! sadly, its like those kinda 500ml kinda size and its not that big so yu might wanna consider spending $20 on something that doesnt look that convincing! but i think im gonna try it, havent really decided cause everyone's telling me that it's not gonna work. HOW!? i wanna try!

learning lab replacement class tomorrow..
deborah, im really sorry about quitting ! my mum doesnt want me to go already cause its like so far. ohman, i totally forgot that yu actually changed yur class to saturday just cause of me and then now im quitting. im really very sorry batchie. i dont know what to do now can! )X

uncle pascal is coming back next friday! i know i blog about him and the same thing but i really cant wait la k.. we just got so many things to do as a family. ilovehim!

oh and who the hell went to like tag as glenn ? that person was like so not glenn , bloody poser, nothing better to do, omg get a life and stop pretending to be people that yu're not. so irritating.

i've typed a whole chunk of words man. okay gotta email daddy and go sleep, band drains the hell outta me.

gooooodnight!

straw stars(X

2006-04-30T20:17:00.000-07:00

im sucha blur piece of shit omg, my mum's bbq is on vesak day not labour day! so its next friday and thats the day that uncle pascal is coming back! OMG i cant wait to see him, andre and i are so so excited (X its been 2months since we saw him.. really miss him like crappp.

anyways, today's labour day! somehow i wished there was school, i think im nuts, haha. gonna study with pris and chester later, ck cant come.. how sad! and i think the library's not opened can..

dint go for band on friday cause i was on mc and still wasnt feeling that well on saturday.. it feels like i've missed a million band pracs but its only been 2. hurhur. okay anyways, i studied in the morning, i chiong-ed like the whole of chpt 3.3 and 3.4 i think? or was it just 3.4, whatever la, but i remember studying like damn alot!

well, my mum had plans to go furniture shopping and i wanted to tag along cuz it was super boring staying at home while everyone else was at band and doing their thang.. so yup, she was really keen on letting me go cuz i was still sick but i couldnt stay at home anymore la! then we waited SO, SO LONG to get a cab! whats wrong with the cabs man? there were no cabs ytd and we had to take the bus cause we waited like damndamn long. okay nvm so yup when we finally got a cab, the cabby couldnt find the place that we wanted to go.. my mum maid a new toilet bowl cover [?!] haha.. took super long to get there and the service there was slower than ever. gosh.

then we waited less than a minute and got a cab! yay, reached ikea shortly.. went to grab a bite then started walking around . um, we bought alot of stuff, my mum has got this sudden thing about revamping our house, but its not that major. so we bought um, OH we bought blinds for andre's room and the living room and curtains for me! my mother's super fussy i tell you, she was choosing curtain fabric for the kitchen and it took more than half an hour.. haha. i love shopping with her, its been so long since its just the both of us (:

walked for about 3 hours then my grandparents came to fetch us and we went for dinner together at this cantonese restaurant near my place.. celebrated my grandpa's bdae !

i think this is gonna be a longlong post..

i was late for cathechism class on sunday! so embarrasing.. i think i spent too much time blowing my hair. hahaha. then went for mass with priscilla, bernie and dyanna.. met mummy and andre then went for lunch. after that we went to the concourse cause my mum needed to get some bbq stuff and we went to the the furniture mall. she wanted to get a new bedroom set for andre .. i quarreled with her abit cause she was like arguing with me over my bedroom being messy and that she wont get new furniture for me unless i clean my room out and yadayada. gosh..

came home and i mugged again. i dont know why but it feels like i studied alot, but its been only 2days of studying, somemore its not like 2full days, its just like roughly 2hours a day.. ah i dont know la. have got tuition in half and hour then gonna meet pris!

my mum's fixing my room now, i think we're gonna get it repainted and stuff..

ohwell, amaths CA tmr. hope i'll get my A1 (X
ohyes, i still cant see my tagboard, why huh!? irritating.

2006-04-27T04:10:00.000-07:00

i finally went to parkway today with kuan after so long! its the first time that we went out together in a longlong time.. sad to say, sec three life has pretty much drained us out.

so anyway, i bought earrings today! and the main reason we went to parkway was cuz i wanted to make my name tag.. was wearing kuan's one for the past four days and no one really noticed. i thought the one that parkway makes is like smaller right, but its quite big so i'll look super dumb with the fat and new nametag la! SHIT man.

oh and i cant taste anything! ever since i'd been ill, nothing has taste to me okay.. stuff dont taste totally tasteless to me but its not very tasty and its so pissing la, i cant even enjoy food! but i've been eating so much sweets and chocolates, i really cant stop.. and the worst thing is that i dont really taste when i eat so its just like dumping sugar into myself! gahhh.

for lunch , i ate a whole big bag of gummies, a peppermint gelato cone and this long burger gummy. i could have just eaten a decent meal at yoshinoya with kuan but NO i had to be different and eat all that junk.. that i cant really taste! bugggggger. i want my sense of taste backkkkkk ):

came home around 5 and slept till now.. for about 1 and a half hours, my neck is stiff now! so painful )X ohwell, no more CAs for this week! i dont feel like getting down to much revision anw.

my head hurts and it feels so tight!

2006-04-26T03:59:00.000-07:00

i was super high today! im glad and relieved to say that i am no longer moody already and i do look forward to school.. well, somewhat la(X

anyways, i woke up feeling rather good and awake. so naturally, i was hyper and like my usual self in school, thank god. i thought i'd be quiet and pmssy for a longer time but the negative feeling has gone away! i just had dinner and i ate surprisingly much, my appetite hasnt been that good lately.

emaths CA tomorrow and i'll be having tuition tonight at 8.. which is in an hour's time and i've not bathed and taken my nap yet.. argh. ohman, im really quite lost about physics and pressure but emaths should be manageable tomorrow.

i think mummy's holding a bbq with her colleagues this coming monday, vesak day is it? ya that public holiday and cause they're having this farewell bbq for her colleague so i think its at our place. uncle pascal is trying to get a flight back but he's gotta stop over at HK for some business trip so he wont be back yet. WHY SO LONG.. )X

school has been rather slack right? i dont feel any stress on me ! and the june holidays are what, 30over days away.. i'd be flying off to Melbourne with andre in exactly one month from today! yay i wanna see my dad and shop with him like mad =D

i still cant see my tagboard whenever i go to my blog! so irritating, i can only reply through here..

TO..
shila, sandy, huijuan, faye, alicia, jamie and all those who popped by : HELLO (X and im so sorry i took so bloody long to reply yur tags!

annabel; hello darling, dont be sad already k, PATIENCE IS A VIRTUE(: anyways, yall danced very well today!

sabrina; im so sorry la, no time to reply yur letter, tmr got CA somemore okay.. i'll try to find time though, loveya (:

peiqi; haha ya but my term ends only next month so i cant study with yall yet! hehehe.. muscles muscles ;P ohmy so exciting!

2006-04-25T03:46:00.000-07:00

i miss my daddy dearest and i miss melbourne alot )X

2006-04-25T01:42:00.000-07:00

im finally back to blog after so so long.. my computer crashed and mummy bought a new one, its super fast okay(:

so yup, i just recovered from some horrible sickness, i was absent from school for four days last week! had a fever and flu and cough and whatnot, your typical viral attack. and now that im back to school, ive really got NO mood to study at all omg! if it were one week ago, i'd be slacking happily at home on my darn MC.

i think im just being pmssy la huh.. like all moodless and so sian about school! i want my hyper-ness back please ): they said it'll go away soon.. and i sure do hope i get the drive to study once again.

OH i failed history! so now i have to go for history remedials . i dint really care about that test anyway, and i am pretty sure that i will fail S.S too.. i cant keep being so bo-chup about my studies la, i must get back on track but wtf, i really got no mood, someone tell me how ?!

the only thing im happy about right now is that uncle pascal is tryna get a flight back to singapore next week and he'll be back for around seven days.. i miss him like shit la, its been um 2-3 months since i last saw him. my mum went up to japan not too long ago and she did this make over thingy there which cost like S$150 to get done up like a GEISHA! she looked so damn cute.. haha. all white and wearing the kimono thingy.. i wonder how its like living in japan, with the sakuras and the nice cool weather.

there're not many tests lately.. just one emaths CA this thursday and amaths next tuesday, on LOGARITHMS. i sure do hope to get my A1s but i really am too tired to get started on them.. my body feels so jelly each time i think of picking up a pen to start practicing maths!

the june holidays are in what, 32more days! i cant believe how fast time flies.. i still remember me and kuan fussing about our streaming and worrying if we do not get into the same class yadayada! and now half of the year's almost gone.. we'll be sitting for our O-levels in no time. im quite scared about it (i know all of yall will think im crazy to be freaking out now) cuz i cant really rmb what we're learning in chem and im having serious problems with PRESSURE in physics.. ohman. i dread going to school so much.

for now, i hope this disgusting negative feeling about schoool will go away soon. i used to enjoy school so much and all. now its sucha CHORE getting out of bed in the morning and im already starting to count the hours till 1.45pm the moment i step into school. hurhur.

i gotta go for the damned learning styles thingy tomorrow cuz i was sick last week.. i bloody hate it and rather be at band okay, maybe im gonna pon it la, ask kaiyi to help tick my attendance. okays.. study hard darlings!

OH and i forgot to mention that my mummy is taking me out of learning lab, FINALLY . because i dont think its helping me much.. gahh.

love<3

P.S
i wanted to reply all yur tags here but i cant seem to see my tagboard on my blog! sorry darlings! )X

2006-04-06T06:51:00.000-07:00

my most beloved(:

i havent been blogging much lately, really no time to come online. tests after tests after tests.. i am so pmssy today and i must take sectionals tmr again cuz kelly is still sick.

just came back from dinner with daddy and the grandparents . its his birthday tonight and he'll be flying off to South Africa tonight at like 2am.. but he'll be back in a week. and my mum's going to slack away at Japan for one and a half weeks with uncle pascal. and my grandma will be coming over.

my blog is so super dead la feel like closing it down, have got no time to update anyways. OHWELL time is running out man, gotta mug like mad.

here are just some updates..

our class won for sports day! YAY. I LOVE 3E9 VERY MUCH. our sports day photos are like all so damn nice but their with dahlia.

and um, i went shopping with my dad last weekend, was very fruitful(: oh ya we gotta create this chem song and we used the tune of RICH GIRL. so nice, i love it.

got three tests next week.. chinese, history and geog. i'll be breaking records for the first time by failing geog for all four terms and then i'll be forced to drop it. i cant memorize all that climatic crap la please! and i cant differentiate STALIN form LENIN and TROTSKY and wtf la. i should just study with a clearer mind.. i want to just go and die.

i shall just reply tags here , kinda lazy.

pris, ck and chester : can we watch more movies soon?! im stressed and needa relax omg.

xinxuan : i cant be bothered about changing the damn song la.. haha.

dionne : update already la k, and i am very dreading sectionals tomorrow!

kuan : we have too many tests to even study for each and everyone la pls :(

2006-03-24T21:32:00.000-08:00

today is a bad day la dammit. firstly , my mum is busy so she cant go with me to learning lab and my maid dint get what i wanted for lunch and she bought something else. ARGH and my grandparents are overseas so they cant send me to learning lab. GREAT.

but nevermind , shit happens. im still meeting my mum at stpats cause she's got a talk there and i dont know how we're gonna get there la.

got back our progress report yesterday and im quite happy with it(: im fifth in class. nyaahhaha unpredictable huh? but i think i'll start dropping la this term. we went to watch CRY WOLF last night and we got the same theatre and same seats but we were half an hour late! so the show was not much of a thrill, its only rated ONE STAR, how pathetic!

there're two tests coming up this week, emaths and amaths. no time to finish revising la and i hate coordinate geometry. OHWELL my dad's coming back and i can finally take some time off to shop, maybe i should be happier instead of sulking. haha.

we all gotta shine like the stars, work hard darlings ! (:

2006-03-16T00:14:00.000-08:00

today's the first day of the week that i get to wake up late and slack around. the feeling's grrrrrreat i tell you(X

i woke up so early today , at around 8.45. i dont know why i couldnt sleep, judging that yesterday was sucha long day for me. i slept at around 1am cause we went to watch DORM! chester, ian, ck, pris and i watched the 9.45pm one at lido. they wanted to watch some shitty shaggy dog thingy but luckily i stopped them in time and they all gave in to my whining (X the show was not exactly good but i swear that shaggy dog would not have been any better.

the show's more of sad rather than scary.. and there were a few um, shocking and spine chilling scenes and there was once when i dodged towards ches and he bent his head towards me and both our heads collided. DAMN PAIN. haha.

we missed the last mrt so we cabbed to kembagan and pris's mum came to send me and chester home. the movie was alright, but i think cry wolf will be better!

had band yesterday , followed by tuition. was so tired actually but the movie was kinda last minute. i love yall ! xP

was supposed to have tuition today but sophia fell ill so its this weekend i think. i went tanning with louisa! at first andre accompanied me but he was bored so i smsed louisa and she came down and tanned abit. then we talked alot (: and um we went to macs to study a bit. i wanted to do chem but what the heck , i dont understand a single thing about atomic structures, guess i'll hafta read up later. did some amaths and i completed my S.S essay today!

studying with kuan tomorrow. we scraped the sentosa idea cause i dint really feel very in the mood for it, and its damn far. i cant be arsed to travel all the way there to tan when my pool is less than a hundred metres away from me now. sorry guys =X

OH we're watching ARMY DAZE this coming saturday and high tea at Hilton! yay(: pris cant make it for lunch with us cause she's got choir.. and after that i've got tuition at learning lab. quite nervours still, what if my compre answers are like all wrong!? cause i bloody lifted all the answers from the passage.

this holiday has past like damn quickly and our CAs start next week if im not wrong! i so dont feel like mugging or what k and i know for sure that i'll fail geog again. i mean, what's with the monsoons and coniferous forests and trade winds?! ARGH i hate geog .

what i need now is a good cat nap and i'll be energized to study . i feel like a bloody loser. isn't there more to life than just hitting the books? bleah.

2006-03-14T06:37:00.000-08:00

MISSING ~~YOU~~

Oh baby, I'm missing you
We used to love so strong
Tell me where did we go wrong
Oh baby, I'm missing you
They say I'll learn to forget
But it sure ain't happened yet

Been checkin' all the places where we used to go (used to go)
Been lookin' for your face inside the crowd
I've been talkin' to the people that we used to know
But nobody wants to say
Where you hang out
And when I call your phone
Seems like your never, ever home
And you don't return my calls (return my calls)
It tears me up (tears me up)
It's breakin' up my heart (it's breakin' up my heart)

I still have your pictures hung around my room (around my room)
They're the only thing that's left of you and me
Girl what can I do to make you come back soon
And make it just the way it used to be
Oh, is there someone new
Could never go on without you
Girl I don't wanna think about it (think about it)
I can't sleep at night
No this can't be right
Come back into my life (come back, baby come back)

I know there's a chance for you and I
And I believe there's no way our love could die
So no matter how long it takes, I'll wait for you
And whatever it takes I'll be there for you
I'll be there, I'll be there.

remember the footprints in the cement? heh.
i want to be a star in your cloudless night sky.

2006-03-12T06:34:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VIEWING THE SPASTIC PHOTOS, i think we're so cute la omg (X

okay i was just, yah the picture says it all !

i think the life size dolls are so cute!

that's just hot(:

vampire me!

thanks to si mei and her cam! me and kwanny had the sudden urge to take all these photos, hehe. and everyone that walked past was staring at us as though we were just let out from the woodbridge or sth. but oh man i had so much fun(X

today i did my heymath assignment and i completed some chem homework. not bad la, the holidays have not started and i've dont about a third of our homework, go me! chester bought us ice cream today cause he lost our bet last week. me and pris were at parkway and he said whoever could find each other first wins and the loser buys ice cream! in the end me and pris won so we went to eat at swensens today, i had my chocolate frosted malt. WORLD'S BEST.

im feeling tired man, gotta sleep soon. there's band tomorrow and im quite looking forward to it! yay.

NIGHTS.

2006-03-11T05:54:00.000-08:00

its been a longlong time since i blogged. have been busy with stuff so i've not had much time to update.

today was a busy day man.. had band early in the morning. actually had a dental appt but i had to postpone it cause of band, and i went late for last week's practice so yup, i changed the appointment time. was kinda pissed cause Dr Chong told my mum that the only time left was like 1pm and she dint tell me earlier and i already had plans to eat with deborah.. so we rushed off and gulped our lunch down and i was like slightly late and still had to wait for the dentist. i've got new retainers! its those kinda wire-wire type and i've got the bottom one only cause my other top retainer is still not cracked yet. its looks kinda braces-ish and i think its cute! only supposed to wear to sleep but im still kinda excited about it so im gonna wear them tomorrow(:

so yup, band today was fine, not as bad as yesterday. ms sia was like uber pissed with the clarinetists, i dont know why. we got chased out ! what to do, sigh, i guess we'll have to practice like mad.

after dental , i came back and had a little bit of time to come online but there was something wrong with blogger. hmm, my mum was very irritated cause i was supposed to get ready by 3.30pm, and was supposed to meet her at my bro's school cause she had to meet his teacher yadayada. i was late, as usual but then she came home and we dropped andre and his friend at church and cabbed to united square to learning lab!

its damn men in black-ish, where yu press buttons to open the doors and all yu see is like mirror images of yurself and its all black and white-ish. mm, my first lesson was alright, the class was really really cold . and man, the students there are like what, total brains! half the time i was scratching my heading and thinking, how the hell do these 15-16 year olds know so much about POLITICS and the ECONOMY!? i was getting rather worried for myself and freaked out by their command of english and their vast knowledge. boy, it was the first time i ever felt so stupid. i thought getting 4 A-s this term was such an accomplishment but i felt that my brain was not even a tenth of those elite students. SIGH.

ended at 7 and we hurriedly cabbed back to meet andre at parkway. see the hassle without uncle pascal and a car (my mum cant drive for nuts!) dined at yoshi and we walked around. i saw this really nice green billabong pencil case and i want a green crumpler, BY HOOK OR BY CROOK. i dont care how spoilt i sound la but my dad's coming back at the end of this month. *pops champagne and throws confetti*

the holidays are next week and i have never felt more compelled to study than ever. sophia and i are gonna WHACK like siao and tuition non stop. no la, actually only twice a week and chinese tuition also which means tuition four times a week, including learning lab. and also , band practices and i think we're meeting up at least once for our english project.. right? i dont know la, so many things to be done. damn.

oh no more dance tomorrow, must wait till pris and irish complete theirs and then i think we should go learn at studio wu, annabel recommended. yay we're gonna study at macs tomorrow again, with chester ian and ck and um my girls! haha(X irish gotta leave early i think cause of her robotics. i just printed out the holiday assignment and i've got english compre to do from learning lab. its about some economy shit and all the competition and whatnot. im a ~~fucking~~ loser! ohman.

okay i've got VERY dark eyebags, people have been asking me if im feeling unwell but NO its not that my immune system is crashing, its just that i do not get enough sleep! i want some sand from the sand man. okies, OYASUMI NASAI people. (goodnight in japanese) yes i picked that up from my mum who's into her i-dont-know-how-many-th-japanese-lesson. hehe.

loveyall, SLEEP TIGHT!

2006-02-27T02:34:00.000-08:00

aww im so touched by all my friends. i wanna thank shila, pris, amanda, ian, glenn, chester, chengkai, syazana, dian, sheryl, annabel, kwanny, natasha, charmaine foo, si mei, asnira, dyanna, yunting, grace, laura, dionne, weena, xinxuan and irish for smsing me birthday wishes, some even stayed up till 12 to sms me, i love you guys.

my party yesterday was great, i enjoyed it like so much. actually it was also my stepdad's farewell.. and i was feeling quite blue at first. but things started to get better after chester carried me and dunked me into the pool, thanks alot.

so anyway, um lemme blog about dance first k. cause im so glad that we're back to doing hiphop. i love it, i LOVE it(: we danced to MY HUMPS, my favourite-est! after that mummy and i went shopping, havent shopped in ages i swear okay. i bought this tickling french bathe from the body shop, it smells so nice! then we went to mango and topshop and mummy bought some clothes but then i didnt get anything. oh anyway topshop's accessories are having a 70% discount, go chiong k, i bought this sequin thingy, its very pretty.

then we came home and i was forced to pack my room cuz we were gonna have guests and blahh so i dint really have time to eat my lunch and i was like busy making uncle pascal's card so i printed out lots and lots of our pictures from comp. it really reminds me of all the wonderful times we spent together. ok ANYWAY, i cried like shit la ytd. i will miss my stepdad so much.. he left today.

and then um, yah i miss my besties too. we talked about personal stuff and all and then i got emotional and cried again cause i thought of uncle pascal and all.. i started to cheer up when we played finger guessing games and started drinking. chester mixed this disgusting vodka shit that tasted like anti-biotics. i spat it out in the sink , haha.

then we went outside and started running about and all. its been some time since i really really enjoyed myself so much. and i dont know how but we ended up at the poolside and we started to drag chengkai in first and then they attacked me. chester like lifted me off the ground and i grabbed him so tightly cause i wanted to make sure that he was gonna get wet if he want to throw me in. heh. but he put me down cause his phone and all were with him. after he took it out he tried to dump me in again and then i grabbed ian in with me! haha and his phone and nano and wallet were with him =X

i felt really bad so i followed him to dry up an then his phone and nano were DAMANGED . but i managed to blow the nano dry . i feel so bad although he claims that its not my fault. ohwell..

OH and on saturday night, ian , chester and their friend matthew had to climb over the wall to get in cause at first they asked me to go meet them but then it was already 11 and i was in the midst of my shower . my mum dint allow me to go out anyway so they came in and then we crapped at the playground till like 12plus . and i got sprayed with FART SPRAY! so stinky, omg. somemore i had just bathed k but chester had his bvlgari cologne which DID NOT help at all. haha.

i think we'll grow up to be like the four ladies in Sex and the City! my dearests helping me light the cake!

look how we've grown..

i love my stepdad, see the warm hug!

i had a great time yesterday. thanks for coming yall !

oh and i forgot to mention what my classmates got me!they wrapped like 15 bananas and there was this milk bottle and it green, i like! and then they gave me this card with animals and the end was a monkey which said, happy birthday! yu belong to the zoo. hahah (: i love them. they said the milk bottle was to prevent me from biting them anymore!

my dearest batchmates including shermaine and amanda, got me a topshop gift card! kwanny gave me the sweetest gift ever. she complied our pictures and put them in a album and then she gave me this small candy machine with gobstoppers in it and yu gotta turn the thing for them to come out. OH and also this anna sui eyeliner, from weena and xinxuan too (: thankyu darlings.

thanks to mark and ian for the two cute me to you bears. they look almost identical though. and mark baked meringues for me! chester, mc, pris and ck got me two thongs and a pair of flipflops and a gift set from the body shop. pris told me that chester said he regretted spending money on thongs for me and then i dont know who was like, seeing alexa in the thongs would make yur money worth! or something like that. haha sick la yall. and ck gave me chocolates too. OH and irish baked me cookies. oh yes and i received a few angpaos too.

im so glad to have all of yall in my life(:

woah, long post.

2006-02-26T00:50:00.000-08:00

YAY my party is in an hour's time. cant believe im 15 today!
haha, will be back to blog about today and yesterday.

BYE!

2006-02-23T02:30:00.000-08:00

i was looking through all the pictures in my thumbdrive yesterday and i found heaps and heaps of photos dated what seemed like many many many years ago!

this was taken in 2004 okay with my dearests.

me and kwanny at escape theme park last year!

hahahaha this is fun.

this looks like a shot taken by some private investigator! X)

kwanny was prolly praying for safety. haha.

aww, the four of us without xinxuan! haha.

we were at the science centre last year..

boredom drives us to do stupid things.

having fun!

i cant believe two years have passed! and in no time we'll all be sitting for our o-levels, then a-levels and all. scary, isnt it?

we had the briefing for our chinese olevels , i dont feel the fear yet. ah , im not in much of a blogging la.

I WANT A NEW TOTE! nowwww.

2006-02-22T03:23:00.000-08:00

you, doing that thing you do..

GUESS WHO I SAW TODAY!? xiuyu! my clarinet senior.. she graduated 2 years ago. i was like opening the gate to go home and i was in a mess cause i was juggling my clarinet and the keys then i turned around and she was like, "eh? HELLO!" and i was like, "hellO!" and she was like "yu stay here?" "YAH! yu live near by?" "yupyup, some where up ahead. no wonder i always hear a clarinettist playing! haha" and i was like, "OH SHIT, is it very horrible?!" and she was like, "okay lahh.." (X

today , every one who walked past me would stare and say, "YOU CUT YUR HAIR AH?!" haha. yes i cut my hair and i've got BANGS now, like how i used to look like when i was sec one. and alicia told me today , first thing in the morning, "omg yu look like those neoprint kinda girls." WAHLAO. not my fault that my face IsHh sHho kaWaiI neHhX woRrZ. never mind la i cant do anything about it and thanks to those who told me i still looked pretty. hahaha.

the biggest news is that, NO MORE CAs UNTIL NEXT TUESDAY! thank the heavens . i got an overall A1 for emaths this term. ALL HAIL ME. haha. no la, but im quite happy, cause all that mugging paid off! and as for geog, i'll still fail overall la although today's paper was quite easy and physics is a total goner. dont even speak about that.

oh yes i want to talk about something that happened during band. just while i was enjoying the music right, isabella patted me so hard from behind and she pointed at my lap and when i looked down, i saw this super humongous WASP that was like YELLOW and BLACK resting peacefully on my pinafore. she (i assume it was a she) was 3cm long and she had wings and disgusting LANKY LEGS! i like bolted from my seat and grabbed asnira and then isabella whacked my pinafore again but the damn thingy loved me too much to back off. but eventually it did la, cause i abrupted jerked so hard. and miss sia saw me and asnira jumping from our seats! haha. joanna said i looked damn horrified and frightened! hehe .

its quite surprising , that manyMANY people have been to/are at learning lab for tuition. they have a ben&jerry's there (my FAVOURITE!) okay. we ate like mad pigs the other day after my entrance test.

steamboat tomorrow! yay. kwanny was like, ehh, um, tomorrow um after lunch yu, um going where? then she was like , i um, maybe going out la.. then i was like WHAT YU PANGSEHING me is it?! and she's like, nn..no la.. who ask yur bdae so soon!? somemore yu want a surprise and yada yada yada (kwanny goes on reasoning about buying my present) haha. MY BDAE FALLS ON THE 25TH OF FEB k, in 3days time!

ohwell, life's sweeeeeet for now. love yall(X

2006-02-20T04:01:00.000-08:00

physics test tomorrow, i am so gonna die. i dont feel likem mugging for it at all, i dont know why.

i went to parkway with kwanny today! after so manymany weeks of chiong-ing home just cause of tuition or whatever, i could finally eat with my bestie. we ate at yoshi and i had alllot of terriyaki sauce!

anyway we wanted to go to popular actually cause she wanted to get pens and i wanted to buy more ZIGS but i couldn really decide on what colour to get so i bought, glass paint?! for i dont know what reason la just felt like getting something. hehe. then i used it to mess kwanny's ten year series up, heh. OH and she said that they're not publishing anymore TYS so my tutor said she'll try helping me find some second hand ones :( i want new ones! but what to do..

we dint really stay at parkway for long cause i had tuition.. came home and showered and then i fell asleep after doing some chinese tuition homework. sophia came into my room and i was like all sprawled out on my bed with my right leg dangling from the side of my bed. hehe , she said i looked like i was in some kinda deep sleep cause my face was like burried in my pillows.

im gonna cut my hair tomorrow! mummy made an appointment for us at like 7.30pm and i totally forgot about the geog ca on wednesday. im quite dead la, cause i've not completed my revision. sec three is just all about mugging, isnt it? the bad news is that my mother doesnt want a maid cause she says its too much stress, but i seriously hope she's just joking . we changed like 5 maids within 2 years k? my gosh.

so she said she'll give us $50 if we help out at home. i dont think i want that money in exchange for all that ironing and moping and blahh :( UGH.

i did quite a bit of physics today with sophia but its like only multiple choice questions. i dont know if i can do well but i hope i will..

the next big headache is how am i gonna cut my hair!? i dont know what i want la k, but i know that i feel like cutting my fringe but then it's irritating and causes pimples. howHOWhow?

oOh my party is this sunday, but its not a very big birthday party . its like more of celebrating uncle pascal's departure and like conveniently throw in the bdae cake for me . so ya, mummy said to only irish and all but then its quite difficult to mix school friends with other friends , so ya. sorry to all those who asked if i was gonna gave a party! but i want a costume party next year k, and my theme is KINKY! haha so i expect everyone to come in some little devilish attire or sth XP so cute!

alrighteys , i think im gonna study a bit right now. amaths spring test and physics CA tmr! plus like um, history elect SEQ test and another S.S one PLUS that core geog CA. grr, i am going banaaaaanas!

toodles!

2006-02-17T04:09:00.000-08:00

I get a rush when I'm with you.

just got back from band and had dinner.. im so damn tired. its finally the weekends! i think i shall sleep early cause i've been sleeping at 12 everynight, faithfully. and its like i can feel the impact of late nights every friday. weird huh?

anyway! i got so many things to blog about.. today when i came home right, my mum asked me to go to her room and then they were like all serious and stuff. i thought something bad had happened k.. but then it turned out that my maid borrowed some money from this other maid who charged her 20% interest per month and that other maid actually borrowed from this indian man who charged her 10% interest per month. basically, the other maid gets like 10% out of the whole thing.

so i think my maid is borrowing from a trustable friend this time, to pay the other maid back. its quite complicated and scary.. cause if yu think about it, if the man doesnt get his money, he'll either come and look for my maid or her friend. seeing it from a dramatic point of view, he might get violent and kill either one for them.. but i doubt it'll happen.

my mum told the other maid to sign on this thingy once my maid pays her back and if my mum doesnt see the other maid's signature and um, working permit number or sth number , then she'll send my maid back X( its quite sad actually, cause my maid is slogging her guts out just to pay for her daughter's university education and she borrowed the money for her daughter. i mean, she could have approached my mother inside of some shady character right?

anyway, we got back our chem test today and i think i did fairly well. quite satisfied with the test papers so far, besides the F9 that i got for geog! i mean like, 12 people passed so whats the big deal about failing? haha.

today's band was like extremely long.. we played ROSA for like what, 3 hours okay! and its quite, boring. but its nice la.. then we also played part of miss saigon, but yiddish dances is still my hot favourite! after band we sat like at the bus stop, missing manymany 31s! amanda ate THREE melon ice creams , can yu believe it?

hmm, today i fought with dahlia darling again and she like bloody hell pushed me on the table cause i think i slapped her or something and then i tried to kick her or dont know what la, then the table shifted and we both collasped on the floor. i think we both grazed our knees! heheheh.

OH today there's this senior who came back to tk and she asked us to do this survey for her school and there was this part on our ideal boyfriends. then i dont know what lena said about kwanny's singlehood and then she was like, "must be guy meh?" it was damn funny la at that moment.

there's the acjc carnival tomorrow but me and kwanny pangseh-ed everyone. sorry ! cause i think its like i need to stay home to rest instead of running around at some carnival. i hope i fall sick soon so i can like stay in bed and rest the whole whole day. they say if you've got ulcers means that yu're stressed! i got this like slightly swollen ulcer between my gum and cheek but i dint bite myself. might be stress! haha.

im going for the entrance test thingy for learning lab this sunday.. alot of ppl told me that they dint like it can! but im still gonna go la, i dont care (:

EH I LIKE THIS SONG VERY VERY MUCH. heh

CRUSH -Mandy Moore.

You know everything that I'm afraid of
You do everything i wish i did
Everybody wants you, everybody loves you

I know i should tell you how i feel
I wish everyone would disappear
Everytime you call me, I'm too scared to be me
And I'm too shy to say

Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you

You know, I'm the one that you can talk to
And sometimes you tell me thing that i don't want to know
I just want to hold you
And you say exactly how you feel about her
And I wonder, could you ever think of me that way

Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you

Ooh, I wish i could tell somebody
But there's no one to talk to, nobody knows
I've got a crush on you
A crush on you, I got a crush

You say everything that no one says
But i feel everything that you're afraid to feel
I will always want you, I will always love you
I've got a crush...

2006-02-16T07:42:00.000-08:00

i am so awake yet i cant be bothered about revising . my drive to study has plunged greatly, but i will still work hard cause i want to top the class for Amaths. HAHAHA. there was this physics formative test today which i dint really study much for but thank god someone gave me some hints. nyahaha.

OH anyway right, miss goh marked my first amaths question wrongly can! twas like upon 6marks but she gave me 7 and then i had to like battle with all the voices in my brain whether or not i should tell her.. but anyway in the end i did and she said honesty is the best points. anyway i think i did okay , judging that its the first amaths test(X

i think i forgot to mention that i think i've got scoliosis, the backbone thingy. its 5degrees curved! so i was referred to the HPB to get a second check up but i dont think i gotta go for the operation cause its critical only when it hits 40degrees or something i think.

i feel quite high and euphoric, and im sort of looking forward to school tomorrow. i dont know why! (:(:(: doesnt every one just love school so much?

YES i remember there is an english compre test tomorrow.

i realised that dahlia and i have to fight at least once a day or not will die one can. she took her water bottle and like poured water over my head today okay!? so i was like so damn wet la.

oh my mummy is going for a gum operation tomorrow i think, cause she has a problem with her teeth and she grinds it when she sleeps! damn scary. did i mention that mummy had a set of M.A.C lipstick on valentine's day from Shangri-La cause they dined there and that was the door gift. and i took the second nicest colour cause she wanted the best one, haha.

miss ang told me to buy birkenstocks online cause they're like $50 cheaper! omg la.. but i've never really practiced online shopping, like, what kicks dyu get out of drooling over something that yu cant even see or feel , right? hmm.

i think i will fail physics cause its scientifically proven that girls are not good at comprehending physics. so its not my fault that i do badly at it. (X

i think i shall try to sleep soon la. nights all!

tell me you love me too.

2006-02-14T02:12:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY DARLINGS ! thank you everyone for the chocolates and flowers and all that fattening stuff. im sorry to those that i've not gotten enough lollies for cause alot of unexpected people gave me stuff, so i promise you'll receive yours tomorrow! haha.

so anyway, who was my valentine? um, my chinese tutor )X haha.

ohwell, we've been getting back quite a few papers. and i did well for hcl , i am so damn proud of it! haha its a 39.5/55 and its like the first time that passed the passing mark by more than 3marks? and my friend who sits beside me had the same marks and she was so glum cause she thinks 39.5 is bad, but i am so contented!

i think i did okay for the emaths spring test, i got an A1! yay . but today's test was crap la k, i knew how to do the questions but . BUT i used correction tape. what the !? mdm lenny deducts marks for that okay. wahlao.

tomorrow we'll be getting back our geography and amaths papers that i dont even wanna look at please. there are 13 failures for amaths in our class and i think im one of them la.. goodness i dont like amaths at all.

uncle pascal's leaving on the 27th for good. and its another 3 years before he comes back to singapore unless we move over to japan which is highly unlikely . we're throwing a surprise party for him the weekend before he leaves . i'll miss him can. my mum's learning japanese soon and i was supposed to join her but then i was thinking of doing english tuition at Learning Lab cause i really have some issues with comprehensions so i dont think i can juggle japanese and all the other gruelling subjects so ya..

i've realised that there hasnt been a single weekend that i could spend shopping the whole day or just like really relax. sec 3 is quite a big jump from sec 2 , right? or is it just me and the tons and tons of homework? im a freaking bookworm now. but i think its worth it lah, i wanna drive a posh car and live in a lavish and fancy apartment. YES (:

okays yall have fun studying too!

blue roses are intriguingly sexy X)

2006-02-10T03:15:00.000-08:00

we've got a new score for band! YIDDISH DANCES and its damn damn damn damn nice. i love it!

anyways.. its finally the weekend again. am not really that excited about it cause its damn bombarded with loads of homework and never ending revision.

my mum and uncle pascal are at andre's school for some talk thingy.. meeting them later for dinner. anyway just now when i called her, i heard St Pats band play and its damn nice k.. will be going for their concert on the 20th of March with louisa, anyone interested?

next saturday is ACJC's carnival and im going with kwanny, grace, peiqi and all.. cant wait! school's been fun and all, i love the way things are (X

here are some pictures from obs that sandy sent to me!

me and kwanny !

group photo! love them (:

mrs kong. UBIN IDOL ! some dumb joke.. heh.

sandy's face kena cut off, haha.

i truely miss OBS okay.. i love cindy, our instructor and everything. kayaking and all that dark water phobia ! i miss bullying grace and dahlia(:

2006-02-04T02:05:00.000-08:00

HELLLLO i am back to blog! oh my gosh, it feels great, finally being able to sit infront of the computer to type and blog. i've been so damn busy, i think i've not been online for close to a week already. there's just been too many tests and too little time.

OHWELL let me blog about chinese new year!

the first day, we went to my maternal's granmother's house first where i gorged and binged like a glutton . this chinese new year i've really stuffed myself till i could explode la. i mean, every house that i went to had ferror rocher so i just helped myself to it nonstop.

there, this is how i look when i gorge and andre was just watching tv i think.

after sitting around for a while we went to my grandfather's um, sister's house . there were alot of people there and many unfamiliar faces. i didnt realize i had like so many distant cousins and a total of close to 40 aunties and uncles that are not that closely related to me.

alot of ppl , isnt it?

hung around for a while until my paternal grandmother called. we left and went over to her house and then daddy came.. he didnt wanna go visiting with us cause there was like not enough space in the car to fit all of us. my grandma, grandpa, two aunties, andre and i. so he stayed home to watch tv.

visited my grandpa's uncle and then to my grandma's brother's house where everyone gathered. gambled like siao okay, i lost like SIXTY BUCKS after 4days of gambling. after that, we went back to aunty june's house where i spent the night at.

the next day, we went to pris's grandmother's house to gamble and all. lost some money, but uncle pascal sponsored me and my grandfather gave me some money cause he won money in mahjong! yay.

the third day, we went to pris's house again to gamble again! she invited some of her ngee ann friends and all.. after that went for seafood dinner with daddy and his staff. ate to my heart's content!

ah, im not in much of a typing mood cause i've spent the day doing my homework and also, i've gambled away 30bucks today at aunty irene's party. moral of the story, gambling KILLS and causes depression. hah.

here are all the pics.

here's the only nice picture that was taken at home. check out uncle pascal's qi pao thingy! cute eh.

my daddy and his beloved kids!

daddy's girl always.

my aunty june!

grandpa's aunty and uncle. i dont wanna grow old and wrinkled ):

hahaha aunty june's versace bedroom slippers!

no time to upload all la, dinner with daddy soon! i think we're going to dan ryan's . yayyy i love ribs (:(:

2006-01-28T01:07:00.000-08:00

GONG XI FA CAI everyone.

i just got back from reunion lunch with daddy and aunty kal at lawry's prime ribs. if any of yall are thinking of going there, think twice. i dont konw bout yall , but it wasn't that fantastic cause the service was not that good. the waitresses and waiters seemed kinda inexperienced and the food was just, mediocre i guess. i had a california cut which came with mashed potatoes and yokshire pudding that i love! they had a buffet table too, starters and deserts so twas quite worth it. i wont say that i'll go back there to dine again, so yup. dan ryan's alot alot better. their ribs are world class! haha(:

after that we walked around and i saw a sisley tote that i want to get. so i WILL & MUST get it. and then we walked to pacific plaza cause andre wanted to buy his adidas sneakers but nothing nice.. so daddy spent hell alot of time in that cd shop and he bought ten over CDs for his staff in australia cause yu cant really get those high society CDs in australia that are only sold in that cd shop. i bought roxy stickers and also t.A.T.u's dangerous and moving. yayyyers.

left town and came home cause mummy wanted us to be home early, going to my other grandma's house for reunion tonight. daddy's bring grandma and grandpa and my aunties to Peach Blossom at Meritus Mandarin tonight for reunion.

talking about grandparents, my grandma is not exactly in the pinkest of health right now. her heart's abnormal, according to the heart specialist. she had a somewhat heart attack the other day and she's only what, 62? i have not exactly had a reunion dinner with her since my parents divorced cause my mum said that we're not a family ever since my dad left so whats the point for allowing us to reunite with them? it kinda hurts, everytime either of them are disappointed.

i hope that i'll be able to have a proper reunion dinner with my paternal grandparents cause i fear that my grandmother might just, leave us anytime, cause of her heart problem. i dont think she would, but i dont wanna have any regrets if anything happens.

my mother has been quite negative about life lately, i dont know why. (i know my mum's friends like aunty angeline , aunty christina might be reading but i still needa get this load off my chest) maybe its cause of the insecurities , fears and doubts that she has as uncle pascal is leaving in less than a month. my mum has such a negative outlook on life now and like she has to comment about every single thing.. its not that i hate her now or what , but its quite hard dealing with all her pessimism and everything harsh that she says. sometimes i wish i could just retort back but it wont work anyway.

i cried like suddenly yesterday cause i thought of how life would be like without uncle pascal . but we will have to get on with life. today, my dad said that he wont allow us to go to japan to stay cause the education sucks there and he said that he has every right to stop us cause they have a joint custody of my brother and i. i was quite pissed cause he doesnt really have any right to make a decision for us cause he's never been there to make any major decision in my life for the past 5 years. ohh whatever.

i cant work itunes. damn it la . stupid software.

shopping yesterday was great. i bought a skirt and two tops and a little thingy from accesorize that can contain my nano. its all sequiny and beady and its pretty! pedicure? forget about it, i dint make an appointment and every single parlour was fulllly booked.

enough said.

i hate myself for loving you

2006-01-26T03:34:00.000-08:00

im back, im back , I'M BACK!

OHMYGOSH, its incredible how i survived 3nights and 4 days out in the wild. but believe it or not, i am still alive and kicking, and i enjoyed myself hell alot. like, HELL ALOT.

this is gonna be a long entry if i am not tired and dont happen to delete it by accident or sth.

1ST DAY
met soph as usual in the morning, wanted to take a damn cab BUT there were no available cabs in the morning, can yu beat that?! my gosh, but nvm, eni was there to carry my luagage for me to the bus stop (X im so bad la, but i really cant do it okay. (i am like typing so slowly cause i forgot how it feels like to actually TYPE) anyhoo, i lugged my whole hand carrier onto the bus (damn cabby system caused me all the trouble) and all.. carried it up to class and then down again and up to the hall. my fingers were like, SORE.

yadayada... then we reached the campsite. it was at Pula Ubin and there were two camps. camp one is the CLEANER & NEWER one while our camp, camp two is the DIRTIER & OLDER campsite. no choice la. met our instructors (CINDY- she rocks) and all.

we didnt do much that day except for um, packing our lunches (bread and biscuits) and then taking out all the equipment that we would be using for like the next couple of days . me and kwanny were the FOOD I/C (: it was fun, distributing all the foood and all. we also kayaked that day! cindy taught us how to capsize and save ourselves and also how we can save our friends if we capsized in deep water. was just sheeeer FUN k.

me and kuan shared a kayak and then dahlia and grace shared one. we were like capsizing with each other and it was just so wacky i swear. when me and kwanny capsized, i was screaming like SHIT , like "GET ME OUTTTTTTTTTTTTTT *laughs OF THE FUCKING *laughs WATER NOW NOW *laughs NOW!!!!!!!!" and then dahlia's like, "shhhhhut up *laughs and tries to do sth" its damn funny lahh.. we took so long to get out . i was freaking out already cause i have this dark water phobia and i start to think abt jelly fishes and all that lies beneath the surface. it was so much laughter la. when it was our turn to save them, it was HELLLLL. we had NO STRENGTH, unlike them softballers. me and kwanny bimbotically tried our very very best to save them la. kwanny was so evil, she pulled dahlia's hair and prevented her from climbing back onto the kayak and grace practically pulllled my life jacket with all her might so that she could get onto their kayak. it was so hilarious yet funny. i love grace and dahlia can?

oh btw, our watch name is Amundsen . we all rock, really.

after kayaking, me and kwanny had permission to wash a little cause we were menstruating what.. then we went to meet the rest of Amunsen to pitch our tents and cook! we cooked in mass tins, and we had a big pot. we learnt to cook rice in a pot but it wasnt very rice-y. kinda like porridge but we dint really care cause twas like delicious since we all were starving and dying of hunger. had canned beans and sausages and peanuts. i used to hate baked beans but now i love it. we cooked so primitively can? not really la, with all the solid fuel tablets but still, less modern then the stoves and all.

that night i couldnt really sleep. shared the tent with dana, sharyn and kwanny. they slept so soundly can.. except for sharyn who had a little insomnia. so we went to the toilet together in the middle of the night. (:

the next day, we did some bonding activities and rock climbing. okay, get this ya, I CLIMBED TO THE TOP OF THE FUCKING ROCK WALL. THE TOP! dyall get me?! THE TOP YU KNOW! I was like, oh fuck! how the fuck did i get this high and how the fuck can i fucking get down!? sorry for the vulgarity but i cant believe that i climbed up that piece of rock can! at first i climed like 2/3 way and came down but when i tired the slighted diagonal (?) one, it was better. but there were less rocks to grab and hold on to. i seriosly brushed my height phobia away and did it (: im so happppy that at least i achieved something.

after that, we packed our bag packs as we had this 2day and 1 night expedition. twas like a sea and land expedition. we hiked a few kilometers with like at least 6-8kg on our shoulders! we had like 2 litres of water, plus canned food and also, our freaking heavy tents that not everyone carried la. we hiked to some ulu place were there was NO WATER AND NO TOILETS. thank god i bought this Oral B brush up thingy. looks condom-ish and yu just insert yur finger into it and start brushing yur teeth. it freshens up really well(: so yup, i felt homesick and cried. sigh, it was really ugh, dirty and like not like the campsite or like home at all. i thought the campsite was alreay bad enough but OMG la, that place was worse.

we cooked maggie mee, sardins and anchovies (all canned) and i didnt eat the fish stuff cause i dont eat fish. ate the maggie mee and we had some bread with us. that night, i took something to help me sleep cause i dint wanna suffer from insomnia again. we had to like cover each other when we pee-ed and all. imagine me changing my pad in the wild!? gosh, luckily i had like 80pieces of wet wipes! there were alot of sandflies and also, WILD BOARS! but we dint see any, thankfully. and i must thank alicia and dahlia for the powder that made me feel as though i showered! i love all my friends(:

the next morning, we woke up at 4 am-plus. had a sea expedition! we were to kayak like 4/5 around the whole Pula Ubin, the WHOLE island leh, no joke k. it was like a 5-6 hour journey. kayaking the whole way was terrible, i felt seasick at one point and so so dehydrated . cause they made us bring those 1 litre bottles that they provided which looked dirty and the water was kinda chlorinated. i drank less than 1litre of water during those 4days. got a little pissed cause the tide wasnt really working with us :( everything else went well, besides that little crisis we had. we reached back to camp two before the expected time. i was all all tanned, not really burnt cause we put alot of sunblock! me and kwanny make a really good team, haha. we can be professional kayakers i think. interested in lessons, anyone? HEH =P

we did the usual stuff like cooking and pitching tents. i was dripping wet there la pls. urgh, it was disgusting can? we had rice and maggie mee and button mushrooms and campbell soup and tune and curry chicken, all canned food! so much right, cause the previous nights i dont think we finished all the food.

had to wash up all the ponchos and backpacks after that. we showered quite late that night but i was so glad that there was water and a shower for us to actually BATHE(: the water was cold though, but no choice la.. i was like prancing around the toilet wrapped in my towel , which prolly shocked many ppl but there was really no way i could change in the wet cubicle, sorry guys! hehe. xinxuan slept with us that night and dana went over to sandy's tent.

today, which was the fourth day, was much of wrapping up the whole camp. we played some team games like the whole watch had to get across some balancing thingy with a strectcher containing all our bottles and it was supposedly the casualty. we did it once again, WHY? cause Amundsen rocks!

then we went to the souvenir shop and i bought a white OBS polo tee! had a group talk and all. i was like so obsessed with cindy, starting from yesterday. haha cause its like, she's damn nice and pretty and sweet can, our best instructor! took photos with her and hopefully, hanyi prints them for me. i'll get the negatives from her to print if she doesnt so its alright. then we had to fill in evaluation forms and i wrote like alot of notes to Cindy in the forms. so cute la, thinking about what we all do to ka chiao cindy(: we also took photos before camp started so i have cindy's photo! and i went around telling all the instructors to tell cindy that i love her cause we couldnt find her before we left! they all must think im really obsessed?! gosh(: then we also had to like scribble on this big majong paper about all the things we love about OBS and i drew a girl and a kayak and wrote cindy + kayaking = BEST! so gay can. grace drew like cindy and all 14 of us and labelled one as alexa and there was this little word bubble saying, "cindy i love yu!" haha so cute(X then cindy cut the whole paper up, saying " this is the end of yur OBS journey and since its the end, i will cut this paper up. if any of yall misss OBS , just piece together everything once again *cindy flashes her ever so sweet smile " and she just cut the whole thing up which really made me cry cause i love OBS so much and i simply love Amundsen to bits. i dont wanna stop sleeping and cooking and eating and showerin and packing the stores together. i want OBS forever but its just damn stupid. OH WELL, people come and go in our lives and thats one thing i guess i gotta learn to deal with.

in all, OBS was surprisingly fun and i didnt expect myself to be missing ubin so much. i think i;ve learnt so muc during the whole camp and we've bonded so much as a watch, although its just 1/3 of our class (reg no. 1-14) but i am so contended know that i'll always have these 13 ppl as my friends. i've learnt to stop being so whiney, to learn to accept other people's points of view , to be less demanding and to be more considerate, also to think of others before thinking of myself. i am so glad i went for OBS . of course, i may not have over come my height and deep-water phobia but its okay la, im alright with those two phobias(:

i will miss every single thing about OBS so much, i dont think i will sleep in my comfortable bed so comfortably tonight, haha. i forgot to say that we were given disgestive biscuits and prunes and raisins to help us SHIT. haha . i was like constipated can, until this morning when i forced it all out(:

if today was last night, we'd be washing the ponchos and getting all wet. towards the end , i would be all moody and tired but just looking at how happy and jovial all my friends are, i'd brighten up naturally.

no more sleeping under the stars and spraying SHIELDTOX that i brought. no more lavender smelling mosquito coils outside our tents (i brought too!). no more sleeping with kwanny , dana and sharyn. no more crickets and grasshopers and ants and insects. no more dahlia waking us up in the mornings . no more faint whisperings coming from their tent :( i will miss my OBS moments , especially capsizing with dahlia and grace. that was the most memorable of OBS.

i love fooling around with yu guys!

tomorrow i might not be going to school. not sure, cause kwanny doesnt seem too keen on pon-ing with me. maybe i should be more thoughtful, haha. but im really tired and i needa shop and get new tops cause i've only got ONE so far, its black too, remember? haha.

oh yes, kuan lost her wallet so i'll go make her ez-link with her and i wanna buy her a new wallet. yay(: daddy's gonna write me an excuse letter cause im not too well, dehydration and aches all over. i want some sugar to perk me up but im fat , just damn fat after OBS and all that munching.

i need a pedicure, badly. maybe i shall go get one with aunty kal tomorrow at town. its the chinese new year anyway, great reason. haha.

my 9oclock show is starting! gotta watch, take care and drink more water my dear OBS-ians. haha weird term.

what would yu do with a tainted piece of love?
throw it away?

2006-01-21T17:40:00.000-08:00

i dont wanna go for dance today cause firstly , my stomach hurts and my back is aching even more.i dont know how im ever gonna make it to school tomorrow, for OBS.

i got my nano already, FULLSTOP. and a red capsule. that's hot.
new birkenstocks anyone? and i bought two lovely skirts yesterday.. of course, that doesnt complete my shopping cause i haven't bought any tops . and the other time i went shopping with mummy, i bought a BLACK top to match my other skirt but its black and my grandma wont like it if i wear it on the first day of newyear. SO i am gonna shop with kwanny after CNY celebrations at school on friday! i was thinking of getting a pedicure, but that means that kwanny will hafta wait 45mins for me doing nothing and that also means, my mum will say im extravagent. so its best not to.

yesterday, we shopped alot. and walked alot too. i was aching everywhere but no choice lah, or else what am i gonna wear for cny? i hate zara for not replenishing their stock yet. its chinese new year yu know X( anyways, i bought a abercrombie skirt from newurbanmale and I AM A MEMBER now. spending $X and above to get it, im not sure how much. so if any of yall ladies want a bikini from there, get the discount card from me! and, aunty kal knows the owner of TOSS so i got the 25% discount card. i dint think TOSS was very attractive in the past until i saw a white skirt that was featured in SEVENTEEN so i decided to take a look. and i bought it.

aiyah enough about my shopping spree lah. i am so scared for OBS cause

1) i got my mense
2) i wont be showering for the next four days?!
3) there will be no civilisation

pray for the best, my dears.

i just had to post that. its the only class bbq picture that looked okay in my cam. and remember, when im back from OBS, i wont look like that. i will look like a cavewoman, be prepared for the worst! urgh.

2006-01-20T16:25:00.000-08:00

its 8.27am and im here blogging. couldnt really sleep. got up around like 7 to pee and then since then my mind was just too awake.

things have been happening, like uncle pascal's japan posting is confirmed so he'll be going off in a month and a half? or even less than that. he's leaving on the 1st of March. i really dont want him to go, i am missing him already and he's been gone for only two weeks. but OH WELL, he's gonna be back today(:

mummy is going to japan during our march holidays to fuss over uncle pascal's new house and do the shopping for him. and she can conveniently do her shopping, and some of mine too! hehe. i want this earring holder from japan. its like this piece of wire mesh and there're like some, ah, i dont know how to describe it but yu cant really find it in singapore. we were supposed to go to melbourne to confirm our PR but daddy says its been postponed to june. in the meantime, i guess we'll be stuck in singpaore, UNLESS i get daddy to bring us overseas and i suddenly have this longing to go to thailand again. cause the last time i went there, i dint shop as much as i will be if i go again. get the drift? (X

i am already thinking of all the wonderful things that i am gonna do for uncle pascal before he leaves. and i know just the perfect gift for him(: i know not many kids these days have such a bond with their step parents but somehow andre and i are really attached to him. yu know , the other time he left for japan i cried like an ass after he boarded the taxi. then my brother cried with me. so gay and corny BUT. yes we did cry together.

OH YES i think we're gonna take studio pictures together as a family before he leaves. i've been pestering my mother to do so but i've never found a good enough reason to splurge hundreds of dollars doing a family photo. but it'll be so nice and prettty, agree?

btw, here's the shocking news . my mumy took leave for half a day and went shopping for bags. and came back with two LV ones and a prada. i've never seen my mother so crazy before. really. but its good, to go on bag sprees like that.

me and kwanny have something on later at 2. so we're meeting at around ,i dont know what time. she's prolly still asleep. its only 8.38am. meeting daddy later at town i think? or maybe i should come home first. but im just afraid that there's not enough time to buy my nano. HOWHOWHOW? and i've not bought my new year clothes yet. SHIT . so we have to rush tonight. and i wanna eat at sushi tei. i dont care.

i've not been doing too well at school lately. somehow i feel quite bochup suddenly. like there's OBS and then CNY celebrations coming up so im not in much of a mood to study hard YET. i've just barely passed my Amaths spring test cause its like two questions and i got one wrong. and chem? dont talk about it. how can i pass if i left my notes in school and didnt do anything about it? its only upon 10 though and i left like 3blanks , which amount up to like 5 marks already? it doesnt really count anyway, i should just step on it and do well for the real CA. oh well done alexa.

i have decided. I WILL BRING MOSQUITO COILS FOR OBS. just that alicia said that i'll burn the whole tent down. so how? i think my menses will come today. i am veru sure it will. those ppl that kayak with me better watch out, the wohle kayak will be BLOOOOODY. urgh. grotesque.

i want my nannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnno.

LIFE HAS BEEN PRETTY MUCH THE SAME.
oh oh. anyone has the recordings of Miss Saigon, Rosa and Animation Medley?
leung, yu have it right? send to me k! LOVE<3

2006-01-19T01:25:00.000-08:00

i cancelled tuition today cause i didnt feel like it and , i wanted to spend the time completing my Emaths and Amaths homework.

went to lunch at KFC with kwanny and then we wanted to go study but then decided against it in the end. we bought gummies and i bought earrings(: haha. i've been eating alot of oily, deep fried stuff lately and alot of sweeets and chocolates. i guess its just those pre-menstrual craving type of shit..

OBS is like next monday, which is in like 3days. i have this feeling that i will get my menses okay. cause its around that time of the month and yah.. i've got to shop for some OBS stuff like um, sandals and mosquito repellents.

chem test tomorrow and i left my chem notes in class. oh , sharyn, kwanny, angelica and i got booked today! we gotta sew our belts back. gahhh, shall ask eni to hand sew it for me cause if i tell my mum, she'll kill me cause i made her sew it a million times already.

okay i came online only to print the social studies notes on inferring but i ended up blogging and whatnot. i should be off to shower and do my tuition homework! i just slacked the whole of last night away, watching tv and talking to mum.

lunch on sunday at lemongrass with my dearies after dance(X

I WANT MY NANO NOW!

2006-01-17T02:46:00.000-08:00

the past few days of studying and mugging so hard have made me put on weight, cause i turn to food when im stressed!

its been a tiring week la, all that maths and tests. luckily i had tuition yesterday! for like 2.5hours cause i took half an hour from andre, hee.

my dad is back too! we went shopping on saturday at taka and wisma, but andre dint go with us cause he had some sort of orientation. i've not bought clothes yet.. so i spent alot of accessories and i bought my pumps at last! from Vvivi, at taka(: i love them so!

then we had seafood again (ate it the week before when uncle pascal left for Japan!) at Jumbo this time. i had the two chillicrab pincers to myself and andre had his pepper crab. we're happy people with crabs around! sharks fin was yummmmmmmy and i love seafood la ok?

we're gonna buy my newyear clothes this weekend, but i've got band and then another appt with my dermatologist Dr Tan at 2pm. andre has tennis until 6 so i guess we can only go shop around that time after dinner? i wanna eat at sushi tei, cause i miss the waffle ice-cream there! i am gonna buy a new pair of birkenstocks! ooooh yes, the flowery ones and i want it to be white-based.. that would make it 3pairs that i've collected (:

we've solved the reunion dinner problem already. cause in the day after band (not sure if we still have but anyway..) we (daddy, aunty kal , andre and me) are gonna dine at Lawry's! prime ribs, delicious and tender like anything. hope they've booked a table. so at night, we'll be steamboat-ing at my grandma's house. sounds good?

and then off to visit all the aunties yadayada with daddy and his side the next day. then mummy and uncle pascal would prolly go do their javanese massage or sth.

my dad's back for 3weeks! he's here for a state manager conference and then he took two weeks off(:

there's an Amaths spring test tomorrow and a chem valency test this friday. so hectic.

but here's something to console me, my daddy is buying an Ipod Nano for me next week . couldnt resist it la, after i saw kelly's one. i want the white one. and prolly a red or green soft cover. and he'll be getting me the speakers too(: but i dunno if we've time leh, shiiiiit. cause of my stupid darned appointment with Dr Tan, there're no other slots available.

somemore there's OBS like 3days after the appt. how am i gonna manage the popped pimples hur? i wish i could get an mc. gahhh.

OHWELL. takecare and study hard darlings.
love(X

2006-01-12T01:41:00.000-08:00

i officially declare that i am so effed up doing my emaths and amaths. mrs diane ang, our amaths teacher is on maternity leave now, so we've got a relief. and i hate reliefs! his name is mr chia , and its like he reads directly from the textbook ok? like that i also can teach right!

last night i spent ONE HOUR tryna fix this sum but i couldnt get the answer to the second part, NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRIED OKAY. i was like so pissed off that i couldnt find the other solution. the worst thing is that im sitting right in front at the corner of the class so when the teacher stands and writes something to explain, she stands in front of the board in sucha way that i cant read what she'd written. its so.. GAHHH. i am going nuts.

my blog really lags when i go to it, so i cant reply tags for now. sorry dearies(:

i was quite upset today, but i dont know how to explain it la okay.

what happened to the days when we used to be there for each other?
best friends are sisters that God had forgotten to give.

2006-01-09T19:52:00.000-08:00

What does yur name mean?

A; You always want some action.
B; You are always cautious when it comes to
meeting new people.
C; You definitely have a partier side in you.
D; You have trouble trusting people.
E; You are popular with all types of people.
F; Fake.
G; You are very friendly and understanding.
H; You have very good personality and looks
I; Love is somthing you believe in.
J; Everyone loves you.
K; You like to try new things.
L; You are always smiling and making others
smile.
M; Success comes easily to you.
N; You can be very "FUN".
O; You love foreplay.
P; You are very friendly and understanding.
Q; You are a hypocrite.
R; You are a social butterfly.
S; People think you are sexy, especially your bf/gf.
T; You have an attitude, a big one.
U; You usually are hella tight.
V; You are not judgemental.
W; You are very broad minded.
X; You never let people tell you what to do.
Y; You always make every experience Great.
Z; You're super cool.

A You always want some action.
L You are always smiling and making others
E You are popular with all types of people.
X You never let people tell you what to do.
A You always want some action.

there's something that i've been wanting to post since forever but i could never remember to. here:

13 reasons why chocolate is better than sex:

1) you dont have to fake it.
2) it doesnt make you sleep in the wet patch.
3)the size doesnt matter, it always tastes good.
4) it cant get you pregnant.
5) you can have chocolate in front of your mother.
6) good chocolate is easy to find.
7) chocolate tastes good even when its gone soft.
8) you can have chocolate anytime of the month.
9) commitment doesnt scare chocolate off.
10) there's no mess!
11) it comes in different flavours.
12) you dont have to force yourself to swallow.
13) foreplay isnt needed.

cute , isnt it? i like number 10! hehe. its so witty la please. where did i get them from? i bought chocolates from australia for my mummy and then the wrappers had all these reasons on each chocolate. there were two more but i couldnt really remember .
have fun reading(X

2006-01-08T03:48:00.000-08:00

havent blogged for so long! and so, i am back to complain. about my FACE.

i went to the Dermatologist on saturday to consult Dr Tan about my acne. its a slight problem, really, but my mum said it might worsen if we dont get it treated. so this dermatologist was recommended by pris and i did the same extration thing that she did. the doctor basically used this wire look a like and it was kinda needle-ish at the tip, to ZAP! the pimples. and he used a calliper to squeeeeeeeeeze out the white heads or whatever that was there. painful like anything, really i swear. it might be even worse than giving birth. i was trembling and crying at the same time, with my mummy beside me and thank god i had her hand to grab(:

he also did this IPL thingy, its the thing that yu see on every advertisement la. hair removal. he removed the fine facial hairs and all.. but its not gonna work on the first attempt. i have to go back five more times! and also, he lasered my face. to kill bacteria and um, something about helping the acne and all. so in all, its a thousand five bucks, inclusive of the medicine. therefore, i conclude that dermatologists are one of the filthy rich people and so, i want to be one next time when i grow up!

oh yes anyway, my face looks , spotty and like those people with serious acne problem (no offence). there's a slight rash on my chin even! i think i might be allergic to the treatment =\ so yes, please please dont ask me what happened to my face if yall see me tomorrow. its the dermatologist's fault!

but but but, he DID promise that after the 6 treatments (once every fortnight) my face will be spotless and clear like anything! but actually its not really 100% garaunteed. i have five more visits to go, before any results actually show. also, no facial hairs! you guys should go try it(:

today, uncle pascal left for japan! i was kinda sad, i dont know why. so i actually cried. i see that im not really good when it comes to handling issues on departure and stuff like that . he will of course, be back in two weeks . but in march, he will leave singapore FOR GOOD. get that, FOR GOOD. so it means he will be migrating there. actually he hasnt really agreed to it, but if he doesnt, there goes his ricebowl! but if he does agree, he'll be packed off to japan. we wont be going with him yet, cause firstly, the terms aint that attractive and also, my mum wants me to complete my o levels here. ALSO , we have yet to learn japanese. yes, the posting is a permanent one, not those kinda 2year contract thing.

so if their relationship and withstand this test of being apart , we might move there in a matter of two to three years. i cant wait to reunite with him again cause i really love my dearest uncle pascal shitloads. and then it's gonna be so fun with the snow and all.. especially the delicious sushi, my fav! but then, no more shopping already. because its gonna be thrice the price there.. so we cant shop so extravagently anymore :( well, we do hafta sacrifice some stuff..

OHWELL why am i talking so much when nothing is actually finalised? uncle pascal might not even like it in japan so he might even quit. he might not even accept the offer in the first place or worst comes to worst, their relationship might not be strong enough. so whatever i've typed in the last few paragraphs is just redundant. haha. take it as though i didnt say anything.

i dont know how the hell am i gonna go to school tomorrow!

i just ate a pill for rashes, cause my face is starting to itch! but there are no signs of rashes. so i dont know what that means. i will fall asleep soon cause the medicine makes me drowsy!

i feel kinda weird today, i dont know. maybe its the dull and cold weather. but still, ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE, du doo, du doo, du doo doo doo doo do! shopped with mummy today. i bought earrings and a pretty bangel (bangle?). and she spent much more than just that. i wont wanna go into detail.. but yes, my mother suddenly squeezed my arm and said, "I LOVE YOU(:" haha, so corny but i love her too.

we havent really learned much in the past week, but i think the homework's gonna start streaming in already. really quite scared , i mean, who's not? but i hope i'll be able to cope yah =\

my dad is coming back from australia this friday. and its the chinese new year soon. there's one thing i kinda dread about this festive season. and that one thing is the reunion dinner. cause my dad wants me to have dinner with that side and my mum wants me to have dinner with her side. its kinda.. sad , in a way that yu cant really reunite with both of yur parents at the same time. but its okay , i have uncle pascal so it doesnt make a big difference. and i stumbled upon something so lovely that someone from a broken family had said,

"it doesnt make me less of a person just because my dad doesnt love me."

true, isn't it?

2006-01-03T02:47:00.000-08:00

the first day of school was.. okay lah. not exceptionally fun, but it wasnt boring either.

the most sweh thing that happened was that my last pair of contacts TORE! i just opened it yesterday okay, YESTERDAY yu know, not last month. it was already feeling kinda dry yesterday so i went to the toilet to rinse it with a little bit of water, cause i wasn't at home. then it didnt help, but only made the pain worse.

so pris darling followed me to buy eyedrops from gaurdian and the pain kinda stopped. so i thought it was alright already. then this morning, i put it on and it felt weird so i took it out to wash it again and then it felt.. thinner. IT BROKE PLEASE! i was like, "godammit! its the first day of school and this has to happen. shittttttty." but no choice la, so i had to wear my specs to school.

smsed mummy to buy more contacts for me but ended up sending to the wrong person. hehe. my dearest mummy woke up to see me and andre off to school. i remember that mummy always always wakes up every year to see that we get to school and she does that without fail! ain't mothers the bestest things that god has ever created?

anyways, it was andre's first day at school! he went to school with me and sophie on the bus today. i think everything went well for him.

for me.. not really. cause my belt wasnt sewn and my pinafore was a tad too short. BUT anyhooo, the new teacher's great. she's new as in literally, NEW. first time teaching in TKGS and she's a chinese teacher. our other form teacher was on MC. yup, so i didnt get into much trouble cept that i had to cut my finger nails.

cant bliv we're in sec three already. time really flies okay.. i can rmb so vivdly how things were like when i was in sec one. it really really REALLY felt like yesterday. i dont know what i've been doing or where i've really been for the past two years. missing in action maybe. haha.

was supposed to go to parkway with kwanny cause she wanted to buy somehting but i had to come home to do my tuition homework and have tuition at 4.30. so we're going out tomorrow to buy assessments(: i am so geared up to study harder, not just hard.

anyways, i saw sabrina today(: yay! she came and gave me a big hard slap on my back early this morning before assembly. haha. thanks for saying that im slim and broadcasting to everyone during recess that im hot. LOL(:

OH kuan and i are quitting tuition at Mavis, cause to me, it really sucks. the students are ROWDY and they make ALOT of NOISE. and i dont really absorb there. 3 lessons is enough to send me straight to HELL. imagine tuition-ing there for the whole year. wont i be better off dead? so anyway, my mother found me a new teacher who teaches A math, E math, Phy and Chem and she's 29! and was from TKGS! isnt that the best ? im so excited to see her this thursday!

okays, i think i've blogged more than i wanted to. haha. ohwells, im outta here.
work hard for the upcoming exams and all. LOVE<3

2006-01-01T00:44:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 2006 MY DEAR FRIENDS!

last night was a blast, i swear! we went to the Grand Mercure Hotel opposite parkway. by the sound of it, yall might think its cheena ya? but it really isnt! the other hotels that had a dance floor didnt allow kids in, cause twas more of a bar. thats why we went to Grand Mercure and we dined at this restaurant called Beads. it wasnt a buffet, it was ala carte. but the food was not bad, there was tenderloin or chicken to choose from, and i chose chicken! there was clear chicken broth and raw tuna (i dont eat sashimi) for starters and then tiramisu for desserts!

there, the not-too-bad-tasting chicken broth.

raw tuna. its not nice, really.

main course, which looks funny cause its already half eaten but it was nice anyway!

it was already half eaten cause we kept forgetting to take a picture before we started eating(: but anyway, the food was alright la, not too bad.

i miss my longest friends in the world ok.. sophie, irish, pris and i have practically grown up together and our mothers are the best of friends too! we were all in Kinderland together and then irish and i went to KCP while soph and pris went to Ngee Ann. now soph, pris and i are in TKGS and irish's in HaiSing Catholic but now pris is too smart for TKGS so she's kicked out and she landed in Victoria's IP thingy. haha. that was a little longwinded.

anyways, we took ALOT of photos to make up for the other time sophie was not in singapore. and the best part was the dance floor, of course. we danced for 2hours and blisters were happily gloating on the soles of my poor feet! we did shed alot of calories, i must say (:

then we left early at around 12.45am cause everyone was tired. countdown this year was so much fun with my dearies! and now that its 2006, i really dread going to school and all. i dont intend to do my holiday assignment , by the way. there's no more time left at all! okay, let all the pictures do the talking la.

its irish the disgusting pig trnya kiss me XP

okay.........

love them more than anything!

BEADS!

after counting down and after much dancing! MY GOODIES!

mothers copy our pose!

ooh balloons!

and more!

how old are we, still playing with balloons..

my dearest disgusting monster friend, but i love her always (:

first family photo of the new year!

last family photo of 2005! hahaha hilarious.

yeeeeeeha!

sophie!

okay this picture looks funny but its the four of us so it still rocks anyway.

sophie darling looking gorgeous!

pris is sexyyyyyy and we all know it(:

no time to upload.. my mummy wanna use the computer now :(

chinese new year is coming soon! i love it, like all three special occasions in a row, Christmas, New Year and the Chinese New Year! aunty irene has another CNY party ! YAY. i think we should all go oriental-ish. cute right?

oh i bought one set of CNY clothes from Topshop already . its a lovely skirt and a simply black tank top. am loving it! i rmb the other time i wore a black dress for CNY and my grandma couldnt stop nagging. andre bought two tops from Topman and then we bought one for uncle pascal. yay shopping makes me high. oh and mother bought that pair of earrings that i wanted from topshop. thank god i didnt buy it. muahaha. and she bought a nice turquoise half jacket. its on sale, $74! VERY NICE. now we're topshop members cause we spent above $150. so next time we'll have a 10% discount and in mummy's birthday month March, we have a 20%. so people, buy more and spend more to get the card!

tonight's my granny's bdae.. we wanted to get a cake from secret recepie and i wanted the white chocolate one but they didnt have the full cake. so my uncle's getting it instead(:

watching THE FAMILY STONE tomorrow. i love sarah jessica parker! ALOT(X

2005-12-30T17:57:00.000-08:00

i had a delicious bagel for breakfast!

alright lemme blog about the whole exchange programme. the girls were so sweet and friendly and polite! it was so much fun having sectionals with them.. they can play so loudly and they sight read really really well!

the concert on thursday was alright, we just played three songs and they did like 7 songs i think? i heard it was really superb, too bad we were all backstage. couldnt watch their performance! they had alot of gimmicks and yadayada. my mum said that their so much more livelier than us! but they're really good. one of the clarinetist=3 of us. haha.

on friday, we had sectinals with them. the section leader from Nakamura was from thirds and she was sitting beside me! her name is Yurie Nakamura yes, her surname is the same as their school's name(: i love her okay.. she's so nice and friendly. Yurie is eighteen! and they have band everyday of the week, if im not wrong 4 hours or something. their wind orchestra is so power please.. they can sing too!

so we were told that the flight was at 11plus at night yesterday. me kwanny and shufang were late okay. LATE BY 2MINS! if we were two mins earlier, i could have seen Yurie, Yurika and Makoto! the whole was so drama k.. when we reached there, luckily there was one more saxophonist that hadn't checked in yet! she ran out and hugged kwanny and then we were like almost gonna barge in okay if not for the security. and then i was so glad that she ran out so she could pass the gummies that i bought for them to my beloved japanese friends. haha. i dont know if she got their names right anyway.. cause there was this whole lot of drama out there.

then i started to cry which made lena cry. and then kwanny cried too, abit. i really miss them so much :( thankfully , we've exchanged addresses! and then they have namecards! so i will write to them once i have the time.. and the best news is that my stepdad's going to Japan for work next week, SO that means he can post it for me from there, its alot faster!

i felt so bad for being a minute too late.. really. never be late for anyone's flight or you'll live to regret it! but im so glad that we actually went and all my batchmates pangseh me. they said twas too late, but anyhoo, im glad i went!

i miss Yurie! (pronounced as yoo-ree-aye) she's so cute. OH WE TOOK PHOTOS WITH THEIR CAMERAS! those kinda that yu hafta turn the scroll to take a picture types. she said she'll post it to me! aww , i really want to talk to her again!

tomorrow's the new year already. shit .. i am not looking forward, cause physics seems difficult and i have not done any of my holiday homework, excpet for a few questions. and my chinese tuition homework is not done. and we still have a new year party tonight. i can just forget about passing sec three lah.

ohwells. Happy New Year in advance, darlings(:

you're perfect, one of a kind. how i wish you could be mine.

2005-12-30T02:03:00.000-08:00

i am back! had the exchange programme with the Nakamura girls today. they are so sweet and everything nice(: i will be back to blog about the concert and all. for now , i just wanna thank all of yu for the roses, daisies, lilies and tulips. and the chocolates and sweets and the balloon ( one only, from olivia ) haha. the japanese band was so solid i swear..

okay i have to rush off to parkway now or not i will be late again.

till later!

2005-12-26T00:52:00.000-08:00

WAHLAO i think i can shoot myself dead la. i uploaded like 19pictures at a time and then i tried uploading one at a time since nothing was appearing. only then did it appear, when i upload one by one! fuck this damn thing know! GAHHHHHH i am mega pissed. dont tell me i gotta do it one by one?!

oh heck la, here are the pics that i have patiently uploaded. there are more x'mas ones, cause i uploaded the hotel ones first. so ya, i'll be back to upload cause my mother is screaming at me again.

i also couldnt be bothered to put the pics together with the post la, so yah(:

presents and more presents!

its not easy forcing andre to take a picture okay..

my most favourite person in the whole world.

giving out the presents!

the loveliest extended family anyone could ever have!

irish and i

us at the party!

irish and i at chruch

andre and i opening a card from stepdad!

it was really candid.

tearing the wrapper apart

haha i was so happy with andre's present!

if only i could photoshop uncle pascal's face in!

MINE!

what a mess ya

pretty passprot holders(:

i so love my tote(:

-PHEW. all the christmas pictures are uploaded. here are the ones with pris and family at the hotel!-

nice tree!

mummy's girl always(:

there's this thing called self-obsession ya?

my shirt says: Relax bitch, he's not my type (X

i love my sexy friend(:

poolside

me and pris before going out!

yay i just showered!

us at town!

i love priscilla!

yay all six of us.

see the pretty lights!

window design at kopitiam restaurant!

delicious chicken rice!

my nice new undies.

me and pris in PJS!

nyahaha. slumber party.

we just woke up!

at the lovely balcony(:

ready to rock!

lunch at Equinox.

YAY. ALL THE CHRISTMAS PHOTOS ARE UP ALREADY. THANK THE HEAVENS! i've stil gotta fix the two BBQ pictures though. will do that when im back from tuition and all yup!

2005-12-25T23:12:00.000-08:00

heya! i am back after three days , and am 3kg heavier! i swear that christmas is the fastest way to get fat. you have the best excuse to eat and pig out, cause its christmas and its the time of the year to EAT like a glutton. whats more, christmas is only once a year isnt it? (i was just joking about the 3kg heavier part, cause i dont even dare to weigh myself !)

anyway, this christmas has been the best so far(: we have been eating like 3days in a row, NON STOP. im serious. okok i am so excited, i dont know where and how to start blogging.

um, on saturday. yes aunty irene's party! in the day, i went out with sheryl. yes correct, we went to tampines cause she couldnt go that far. took neoprints and all, shopped for the present and then we went to swensens to eat. i wanted a crunchie cone but they didnt have it. damn.

so when i got home, i last minute-ly wrapped the present, painted my toes and showered and all. pris came to our place first so we took photos and played with some makeup, heh. all the pics are still being uploaded. its taking long and my BBQ pics have not appeared too! fucking pissed. okay its christmas still, shall try my best not to swear.

we went to sophie's house to exchange presents and irish was late.. the sad thing was sophie was still in JB with her dad i think. so christmas was not quite the same. after opening our pressies and all , we went to aunty irene's house. there was quite a spread i must say. deliciously good food, lotsa chocolates and cakes! ate . and ate . and ate even more. we left around 10plus cause we had to go to chruch and my silly brother had to leave his tag heuer behind. SO we had to go back . thank god he found it.

church was so empty when we got there.. i think we were too early. then me and irish went to 7-11 to get some drinks cause we were thirsty and then i walked past this group of guys and one of them went like, "helllo reindeer." that idiot. cause i was wearing the reindeer thingy la.. so anyway, mass was rather short this year, i dont know why. could fall asleep la.

saw aaron and xn there! they were supposed to sit with me but then there was no space. so i met them after mass to wish them merry x'mas! i love the festive feeling.. we were getting tired so we went home and then mummy, andre and i opened our other presents. was a pity that uncle pascal is still away at paris):

i am so happy with the presents i got this year.. my grandma and mummy bought me two bra sets from Lasenza(: and then i got that white nike tote that i wanted.. plus my brother bought this reallyreally sweet passport holder for me! also, got a Shiseido Lip Pallette, um, Topshop undies, stuffed toys. yadayada. thank you everyone!

i slept in mummy's room that night. we talked and all about something that happened that night. some.. personal stuff. haha. i was kinda sad about it actually, i had to be stupid and i actually cried la k, on christmas. nevermind.. we slept at four after talking and all.

met pris and family the next day! cause they got a room at the Swisotel and then we checked in together. went to lunch at Pasta Fresca before that. checked in and then we went swimming and took more pics(: we ate again. chocolates and potato chips and all. everything fattening.

after washing up, aunty christina asked us to sleepover! uncle pascal asked us to get another room if it'd be more comfy but then it was fun to squeeze together! so we went to town to SHOP! we bought toiletries, home wear, clothes! and i bought a new seamless black sloggi bra! i needed one anyway. haha. OH YES and have yall ever walked on the ROAD itself at orchard on christmas? i bet not, cause its the first year they closed the road. haha . and we so happened to have walked past and then we, being vain, had to take more pics. this christmas, i took more than 100 pics.

by the time we managed to get out of the crowd and get back to the hotel , it was already 10. we were tired, sleepy and hungry. everywhere was closed except KOPITIAM. not the usual kopitiam kopitiam.. its the restuarant one. i had a whole plate of chicken rice to myself! it was like 16bucks can, and the hawker centre ones taste the same. but anyway, i went to bed happy and full(:

oh we also took pictures of us in our new PJS! pris and aunty christina bought alot of stuff too(: slept around 12 cause we were just basically drained.

today, we woke up at around 9.. and then we had buffet lunch a Equinox! food was gloriously heavenly.. i ate alot again. can yu imagine how fat i am now?! gahh. we wanted to shop somemore but then everyone was so tired. but anyway, i think we're going to go running tonight! HAHA.

the next few days are gonna be very very occupied too. see..

Tuesday- Band & Section BBQ
Wednesday- Band
Thursday- Concert at VCH
Friday- Exchange programme with the Nakumura Girls
Saturday- New Years' Eve party!

i hope i can sleep well man. the past few nights i've been like tired like anything but then my mind is still kinda awake. AND I HAVE NOT DONE MY HOLIDAY HOMEWORK AT ALL. FUCK.

i am still waiting for all the pics to be uploaded onto photobucket. its taking ages. oh well, enjoy yur christmas darlings!

2005-12-23T18:15:00.000-08:00

MERRY X'MAS EVE!

i have so much to blog about and so many pictures to post, so its gonna be a long one. and i hope i dont accidentally delete the whole post .

i shall start with thursday. CLASS BBQ! firstly right, i think i would have died of menstrual cramps if not for taxis cause my stomach really hurt so bad i thought i would die lah. so i was supposed to meet kwanny at Pasir Ris Mrt station at like 10.40am and i had just left home after eating some panadols. so i cabbed down to meet her.. and was still slightly late.

then we went to WhiteSands to buy some stuff that we didnt have.. like the fire starters and butter yadayada. then we took and mrt and then a cab and no one was there. so me and kwanny started to butter the corn! and it started to rain a little. finally, xinxuan and all of them came! i had to go to the toilet so we chiong-ed there. and it was so eerie.. like there was this creepy feeling about the toilet. and they say, if yu've got yur menstruation right, dont go to pubic toilets cause the pontianaks are attracted to blood! but its not true i guess.

anyway the rain got heavier! but we started to fire in the rain though, hehe, covering the fire with umbrellas. it was successful alright! barbequed and all.. i dont really remember what we did but time passed so fast lah ok. we sat at the breakwater and gossiped alot(: then around 5 plus, we wanted to get some more marshmellows so we went into the grocery shop in CoastaSands resort and bought some stuff and then we washed our feet in the toilet and that was when we spotted to FISHING thingy. yu know those kinda fishing that you used to do when yu were 5 or 6? like catching guppies with a net in the longkang. yah xinxuan was so excited about it! so she and therese shared a net for $5/half an hour and then me weena and kwanny went to rent bikes BUT the said they only had overnight rentals.. so too bad lah, we went fishing with them! it was so fun k. the guppies swim so fast la!

when we went back, most poeple left already, so we barbequed the remaining chicken with ALOT of honey. and then by the time we started eating, there was only the five of us left(: it was still drizzling though. we ate the beehoon, the chicken wings and the marshmellows. and then we cleaned up around 7plus cause we had to leave early.. band the next day. so after we cleaned up, there were a few guys who asked if they could have our bbq pit.. so we said yes but then i hope they cleaned up. cabbed out and then i went home with kwanny.

did a face mask when i got home !

here are the pictures XP ( EH WAHLAO I'VE ALREADY UPLOADED TO PICS TO PHOTOBUCKET BUT THEY DONT APPEAR. i shall be patient . aiyah, i'll upload them again some other time.piss me off only.)

so yesterday, we had band in the morning. and my instrument is spoilt :( after band, me and kwanny rushed to my house, bathed, ate and all. chiong-ed to parkway and then i met kaiyi they all after that. our lives are so busy la okay. no pause at all.

then it was raining so we walked in the rain.. weather's been wet eh? when we got there, i ate a little. then we took many pictures . at the swimming pool, playground, bbq pit. EVERYWHERE. fun!

we were so loud that the security guards had to come and remind us that it was already 10pm. then we went up to manda's house and just lazed around for a while. i miss all my primary school friends okay :( mummy smsed me around 11 and then she said it was late.. everyone was already starting to leave, so me and louisa left with yixiu. then jasmine's father was downstairs so he offered to send us home. louisa and i wanted to go somewhere but then nvm la, i told my mother i'd be home anyway so it wasnt that bad.

i couldnt sleep last night okay! jam-packed until like anything, my mind couldnt really settle down.

oh yes, thanks everyone for all the gifts and cards. i love each and everyone of yu guys(X

before i forget! yesterday when i got home, i saw two little cards sitting on my dressing table, one was bigger. when i opened it right, i could cry la please. aaron asked me if i would consider going out with him! and then the dogtag was lying inside plus the draft of this song. but anyway, i dont think i would wanna get into any relationships in the near future, so yes.

my brother got into St Pats by the way. THE PICTURES ARE TAKING SO DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN LONG I CAN EXPLODE . even after they get uploaded, the dont appear! my mother is nagging and my god, IRRITATING la fuck.

later i'll be meeting Sheryl cause i have to buy a little something for someone that i forgot! no i didnt really forget la k, i've been a little too busy lately thats why, yes. im so upset la, photobucket is taking so long. my mother had to be unreasonable and she demands that i pack my room before going shopping. so i have no choice now..

x'mas party tonight at aunty irene's and midnight mass with irish darling! X) more pictures to come!

MERRY X'MAS & WELL WISHES my dearest friends!

2005-12-19T02:09:00.000-08:00

i am so tired.. just got home from band. haven't been blogging for a few days.. and i got alotalot of pictures to post. haha.

anyway, i didnt go to the Victoria's Secret sale in the end, cause my mum didnt wanna bring me and its kinda out of the way. and she said that since they are on sale, the stock might be quite old. but i just wanted to get the Romantic Wish body lotion but never mind..

so on thursday, irish and i went to town! we met at around 2plus cause she had her family lunch and then her aunty came to pick us up.. before that we went swimming. and we swam like 18 laps (900m) i cant bliv myself either. pris and i gave up after swimming 10 back strokes. cause we were totally off the timing and we're like suppposed to swim 30laps in 45 minutes? what the heck, like 1.5KM. no joke man!

so anyway, my grandma came over for a little while. and we took pictures(:

my grandma trying to kiss me! i set the camera in the wrong mode so its all blurry, hehe.

after that met irish and all, spent some money on myself and the presents for people. we went to meet our mums for dinner together at bugis. we got really high after that, started waving at random people while waiting for a cab! people must have thought we were drunk.

friday.. went swimming again. eh? i cant really remember which day it was that we swam 18laps la. but anyway, pris lost her MP3! and she was reallyreally sad about it. but , what to do, dishonest peoples are all around us.

went out with kwanny after that! i spent more money . bought more presents and i bought earrings and basically i just spent my holiday allowance and its almost all gone like that :(

on saturday, had band. came home and then slept for an hour plus. the four of us went to Marina Mandarin for buffet dinner.. pre-x'mas dinner cause our beloved stepdad left for Paris today. so we'll be spending x'mas without him :( the food was glorious and there was a sexy, delicious and tempting 5 layer chocolate fountain for FONDUE, my first love! there was alot to eat, be it the cold dishes or the hot dishes. there was a mini steamboat which tasted disgusting and they said the lobster was good but i forgot to eat that. all i can really remember was the fondue which i couldnt stop going back for more !

oh i forgot to mention that there was an injured bird that landed on the roof of my airwell! poorthing right.. it was like tryna move and fly but it couldnt. and all it did was make much noise.. so we called the SPCA to remove it. and they said it was a bird of prey! funny eh. this is how it looks like..

see the black thing? yes. thats the birdie.

looks dead right?! gosh.

close up!

my brother stole my sunglasses. that vain pot.

my dearest stepdad whose prolly at the airpot now :(

my fondue fountain!

it doesnt look that appetizing, but it was heavenly okay. all that hazelnut chocolate.

my self-made fondue.

strawberry gelato and some raspberry and nata de coco pudding.

and i thought this sink was cute!

we went to church on sunday and then we went for dance after that. we took pictures again, but they're in pris's camera so will blog them after she sends them over. sadly, we wont be dancing till next year cause they're gonna be closed for x'mas and the new year. boo!

also , i bought my goggles at last cause i lost the other pair and have been borrowing the coach's goggles during lessons. and i bought my x'mas present(: the white and gold nike tote that i've been eyeing. at last! so happy. but my mother had to be funny so she wrapped it up and left it under the tree. christmas is in less than 5days! how come it doesnt feel so much like christmas anymore?

tommorrow we'll be in school from 9am-9pm cause we're gonna clean up the band room and get ready for seniors farewell, which means i get to skip chinese tuition. then on wednesday got band again.. and yada yada.

i dreamt of my father and aunty kal last night. we were buying my digicam which had some orange detail! like the sony ericsson walkman phone. funny. how my dreams are so weird.

here are some random pictures. took them last week i think.

kena forced by me to take pictures(:

at last!

the tree was less than half filled with pressies! anyway i was the one who chose the decor. happy holidays to all!

2005-12-14T03:46:00.000-08:00

VICTORIA'S SECRET & MANGO are having a bigbig sale!

the victoria's secret one is at Havelock Road, and i dont quite know how to get there. not like i actually shop at victoria's secret but then its like 70%-90% off so i dont really mind going to take a look. and the mango one, im going with irish tomorrow! yay finally going out with her. before that i hafta go swimming with priscilla in the morning.

actually i am rather broke, plus i have to buy christmas presents for people also. which means , i dont think i will be spending much tomorrow. not like i have a choice.

my back is aching veryvery badly, after sitting in a fixed posture for a god damn long time today, during band. i will wake up with a stiff neck tomorrow, CONFIRMED. after band me and my dearest kwanny stopped at siglap centre cause she wanted to take 12 home then twas on the way.. so i bought this lip balm that i regret buying and we sat at macs for a while. i had a hot fudge chocolate sundae! and she had an apple pie.. cravings la huh(:

we're going out on friday! i miss going out with her cause she's been overseas and then her cousin from malaysia came to stay with her for a week so we didnt have much time to bitch and gossip! I LOVE YU KWANNY(:

will be kinda busy during christmas..
20th- farewell for snrs
22th- section farewell
23rd- TA6 gathering (primary schoool class)
24th- christmas party at aunty irene's & christmas mass
25th- christmas day! will prolly be too tired cause we'll be attending midnight mass
26th- screening of Chronicles of Narnia with church, but we didnt book any tickets..
29th- concert with Japan girls' school, Nakamura (miss sia hasn't really auditioned though)

that'll be about it. i finally know what to buy for my mum. that orange esprit umbrella that she had been whining about. haha(:

i feel very extremely happy and high and excited today. i dont know why. JOY TO THE WORLD!

love all yu earthlings out there<3

2005-12-13T00:24:00.000-08:00

i've finally loaded the Melbourne pics on my Photobucket, but its taking rather long. i had a problem tryna load the pics on the computer a few days ago, but now its fine, im so so glad(:

admiring the pictures really remind me of my dad.. (to those who dont know: my parents are divorced and my dad is working in Australia. so my brother and i went to visit him for three weeks in November) and not like this song actually helps, but im listening to it repeatedly. here are the lyrics.

to those who have lost a father..
Confessions Of A Broken Heart by Lindsay Lohan

I wait for the postman to bring me a letter
I wait for the good Lord to make me feel better
And I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders
A family in crisis that only grows older

Why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go

Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am broken but I am hoping
Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am crying, a part of me is dying and
These are, these are
The confessions of a broken heart

And I wear all your old clothes, your polo sweater
I dream of another you
The one who would never (never)
Leave me alone to pick up the pieces
A daddy to hold me, that’s what I needed

So why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go!!

Daughter to father, daughter to father
I don’t know you, but I still want to
Daughter to father, daughter to father
Tell me the truth, did you ever love me
Cause these are, these are
The confessions of a broken heart

I love you,
I love you
I love you
I...
I love you!

Daughter to father, daughter to father
I don’t know you, but I still want to
Daughter to father, daughter to father
Tell me the truth...
Did you ever love me?
Did you ever love me?
These are.....
The confessions...of a broken heart

Ohhh....yeah

I wait for the postman to bring me a letter..

that song is so.. i dont really know. but anyway, im not that affected and it was a thing of the past so i dont really drown myself in sadness or anything. im fine(: people who wanna listen to the song can do so at http://lindsaylohanmusic.com/home.asp happy listening!

oh the first 19 pictures have been loaded! i'll try to blog them soon, and im supposed to go to siglap centre with louisa since i had tuition earlier on. and im gonna buy my tummy band. HAHA(:

EDITED
the pictures are all DONE(: but i'll have to upload only the first 19 cause i am late and i gotta meet louisa at 5.30 and its already 4.50. enjoy!

the dining table!

decorated dining table for house party.

daddy's telescope!

my bed in the guest room

study room and dad's cupboard!

daddy's girl

great ocean road

some tree top walk.

it was scary okay i swear.

i am scared of heights.

the twelve apostles

it was cold and windy!

happy family..

okay, this is a random pic of a picnic we had with Uncle Daniel and family, dad's old time friend.

cape schank.

the place where we signed up for the horse riding! and the lamb was so cute..

kangaroo.

haha!

me and andre before horse-riding.

my white horse(:

the sun was great and the weather was so perfect!

picnic at healsville. its a nature reserve if im not wrong.

my fav!

awww so sweet..

okay, goofing around.

we climbed down into the same stream XP

nice water..

we were somewhere near the weekend market.

ballarat! some gold mining place..

me and andre

spring water

disgusting and it tasted RUSTY!

2005-12-12T01:56:00.000-08:00

LOUISA IS BACK! and we're gonna go towning tomorrow i think(:

today was so anti-climax..just got home from band. am so damn tired.. i missed swimming lesson today (taking gold star with pris and our brothers) which is actually a good thing. i seriously dread swimming 2 laps with our pajamas on and like another 30 50m laps):

i had this weird nightmare last night. i dreamt that i was abandoned in the middle of the ocean! i woke up feeling, kinda blue anyway.

yesterday we went to this fantastic Spanish restaurant at Clark Quay, its called Topas Tree. i tried Spanish spaghetti which tasted like westernised mee goreng! but twas nice.. then i had this craving for the Turkish ice cream that they used to sell there.. but then the guy was not there anymore so ya.

oh i have this stupid idea. i am gonna buy the elastic thingy that yu can wrap around yur stomach if yu have a fat waist that yu wanna get rid of. dyu think it actually works? haha, my mother said she's not gonna bring me to the doctor if i get rashes or what after using that thing. hehe.

i haven't been speaking to my father for some time already.. cause we had a misunderstanding some time ago and he hasn't called back from Australia to speak to me but really, who gives a shit la.

okays, nothing to blog about already.. bye!

love(:

2005-12-10T22:23:00.000-08:00

i just got home from dance, with irish and priscilla. they went for their first time today and then they signed up for the 12 week package thingy(: we're doing phunk jazz now and we danced to Rihana today..

i was supposed to go out with irish and priscilla (AGAIN, haha) yesterday after band but then my mother said she wanted me to go christmas shopping with her so i had to pangseh them. and we went to parkway cause she said she didnt wanna go far.. and there was not much really. we only bought 3 presents i think, one for stepdad, chelsey and another present for the gift exchange.

was really really tired cause i woke up at 7 and i think i was kinda grouchy. then stepdad picked andre up after his tennis and picked us from parkway and we went to orchard cause we arranged to watch Prime with irish and priscilla and the mothers. the show wasn't really nice, cause all the funny parts were shown in the trailers, so yah.

oh! me and irish have exchanged the dresses we wore for last year's new year party cause my mother said i can only buy one this year, but then that would mean i wouldnt have anything for the christmas party at aunty irene's house. so we exchanged our dresses, and irish's one is this brown lingerie-look-a-like from topshop, but its nice la. just a little short i think. and i have no idea what to wear for new year.

anyone completed the holiday heymath thing already? i have not even printed it out can, and i dont know when to start doing it man. i've started my chinese tuition already though, and our chinese o-levels are in less than a year. i think i might fail, seriously.

okay, i've transferred some pictures from the camera already, so here they are! (yall must bear with me la, i am still pretty excited about photobucket(:)

my brother is a happy boy on his birthday!

us at the bowling alley. sophie couldnt make it cause she was ill ):

me and my mother at my grandma's house

this is how i look at home, ugly and ah soh-ish we had to get andre another cake to celebrate his birthday again, this time on the actual day(:

2005-12-08T20:48:00.000-08:00

hello! i just learned how to use photobucket yesterday. priscilla taught me how so let me start posting pics(:

me at home pretending to sleep.

me and irish at Hilton, Phuket. that was a whole year ago!

sleepover at my house! grace, bernie, me and dyanna.

my mother the sexy belly dancer . hahaha.

i found this cute picture that was taken sometime early this year in my thumbdrive.

i love this idiotically clever bestfriend of mine!

my favourite-est (:

this is cute right!? i miss my 2E4 friends..

those whom i've not linked, tag and leave yur blog url okays?
love(: